Things I'll Never Say

Sometimes you just need a really good cry to let go of all that shit you've been holding on to.

I wonder when will I see traces of me

Still in the dark because I cannot bring myself to let you know that I am in a new relationship. 

How I feel about you should not changed based on if you feel the same way or not. If that is how either of us feel then that’s it. No take backs, no returns, final sale. 

I traveled for 3 weeks and when I came back things were different between us. I don't blame you, I blame myself for letting you get to me. For still believing in someone who "forgot" about. I didn't travel for awhile because I was afraid of what would happen when I got back. Now I'm traveling every other month or so. Maybe I'm trying to make up for lost opportunities. All I know for sure is that I'm not afraid anymore.

What just happened? 

After everything, I still believed in your words because you were my best friend. I trusted you with my life and I thought you couldn’t do me wrong. But now we are nothing, we aren’t even friends.