A Thoroughly Modern Millie

It's been a hard decision because I do still like this character and have a lot of thoughts and things about it, and it has allowed me to connect with a lot of great people in this community. But I'm not getting the same enjoyment I was, and struggling for what used to come much more easily. I can have ideas for her, but I'm having trouble putting them out in RP that I feel is at all interesting to present parties. I don't really like Millie right now, and it's becoming increasingly difficult for me to see a way for me to write her out of her current corner and into what I want her to be, and this is only making me increasingly frustrated. It's hard balancing my affection for the character with my own insecurities and generally negative feelings I've had playing her. I don't like admitting failure, but I'd rather do it than continue with something hopeless.

As for now, I'm just going to say that Millie left town. I might write an official thing later, depending on how much time I have and my motivation for it. I don't think Millie's absence will create too many story conflicts as she hasn't been involved with anyone in a while: however, I am willing to plot out any goodbyes or come up with any excuses for putting Millie on the bus. If there are any current threads you want to complete before this, also let me know.

And that is sort of an accurate trope to use, as I may later find reason to bring Millie back. If so, it will likely not be in the same form and perhaps not on this same blog. But really, I intend to focus more on my other blog and more importantly things going on in my actual life. I had actually thought about deleting both blogs, but I've found that there are more things and character relationships that continue to allow me to find reason to RP Cassie, so I'll hold onto that and try to develop it better. Or I might try other characters I've avoided because I didn't want to stretch myself too thin.

I don't see any reason to delete this blog, so I might keep it up as a simple archive and memory store, though I won't really be on it. Anyone can reach me on my personal, my other RP account, or via skype.

Aw c’mooooooon~

No. *Pulls off her coat*

13. Take a shot every time someone says your name

2. Every time someone calls you by your name, you have to take off one item of clothing

6. Have you read through the Kamasutra?

14. Swap underwear with the darer