while i’ve been in hell for the last 4 years and not on tumblr, everyone who I interacted with like 4 years ago has just been chilling

I want to talk. Even if nobody listens or cares, or remembers me because of how long I’ve been absent, I’ve lost contact with a lot of great people recently, and I just want to talk and pretend someone is listening, so sorry to block up your timeline with this lmaooo (I am doing very well though)

It’s been 20000 years since I logged on to tumblr, I had so many great friends and idk why I randomly thought of them. I came back just to check. Most of them have deactivated now :(

Honestly, I really really miss the time I spent on tumblr as a part of fandoms and I have never experienced anything quite like it. But would I be happy to come back? Nah, I don’t think I could come back even if I tried, I’m just too busy. I’ve progressed a lot as a person, I have become trans non-binary, and pansexual. I’ve joined a band as the guitarist and we have our first ever gig in 2 weeks from now, so I’m very excited but nervous! My birthday is also a few days after that, so I’m really looking forward to then. 

Music (persona, and danganronpa too) have become my main passions. I’ve been listening to so much Car Seat Headrest and King Gizzard, the albums Lonerism and Who Will Cut Our Hair When We’re Gone? are my two favourites, followed by In The Aeroplane Over The Sea, which I’m sure some people will know. Surprisingly, I’ve stopped watching youtube now, which is weird because that used to be my life. I’m also working on solo music, but none of it is ready to show off now. 

If anyone made it this far, I have a few things to say

1. Why?

2. Thank you for reading my nonsense rambling, I really appreciate it when people listen, you are a real MVP :)

3. I don’t think I’ll be using tumblr ever again after this, I’m perfectly fine with fading away into the V O I D. After all, I gather not many people would remember me, because how long has it been? 3 years? A little more?

Thank you, I love rambling like this even if nobody cares :)