I WANT IT ALL

… [silent because he couldn’t dispute Max’s words. If he came back Max would be put away in a prison he’d never escape much like the rest of the uncontrollable ones. The fear of that fact made him hold the boy tighter, pull him closer wishing he knew how to save him] I don’t know what else to do, Max. [this, much like their love, was complicated. Feeling a need to be with the yin to his yang. But knowing the opposition that drew them together always tore them apart in the end. When he reached up and kissed him he knew it did not help. Only making him want to keep the at his side more. But after what seemed like forever of their lips being joined, he pulled away again] I’m sorry, Max. You should go before someone spots you.

[kisses him back without hesitation, frowning when Aidan parted their lips] I'll have you again. [slips a phone in Aidan's pocket and steps away form him] It's a private line, they won't be able to spy on the conversations. Call me when you change your mind. [sighs and turns around, making a door for himself through the metal wall and sealing it close after he stepped out in the open] 

[Aidan couldn’t explain the way being claimed by Max made him feel. A sense of validation of worth he often lacked before he fell in love with his deadly beloved] Max, you have to come back to me. You have to be here where I can keep you from harming others. Or putting yourself in danger out there. We can’t be free of this place till we no longer pose a threat to others. I see that more than ever now. [stroking Max’s cheek with his thumb as he tried to will his tranquility through his touch. Finding it almost ironic how he was speaking of keeping other’s alive while covered in someone’s blood]

I did come back for you. That's the reason I'm hetre now, but you have to come with me, Aidan. Do you think after everything they'll let me live in the base as freely as you? They will lock me up and we'll never see each other again if. You know I'm right. 

[his hands went to the side of Max’s face. Holding his attention so their eyes would stay unbroken] Max, I love you. I want nothing more than to be at your side….but you can not just take a life because they ‘bother’ you. And I can’t be with you while you slaughter innocent people. [their lips so close as he spoke though they stayed separated]

[takes Aidan's hands by the wrists and holds on tightly onto them] They weren't innocent, Aidan, they came after us to take us back and they managed to steal you from me. They were soldiers. You belong to me and you belong with me. Stop fighting against me already, when we can be so happy together. 

[the fire of his lust burned behind his icy blues as his heart raised. Breaking their locked eyes occasionally to stare at Max’s lips. Wanting to agree with the words spelling out from the sweet mouth he craved to feel on his. But knowing that there was one flaw in Max’s statement of freedom] Even if that power is used to kill others without cause?

... [the resistance in his lover filled Max with sadness] I killed only those stupid enough to provoke me. Innocent, or not, they shouldn't have stood in my way. 

[he wanted to reach out and take hold of him. Kiss him…blow him. Have him in every way they once had] God…I’ve missed you…. [taking a hard swallow trying to keep his composure] Turn yourself in, Max. It’s not safe for you out there.

I've missed you, too. [whispers in the air between their lips, foreheads pressed against one another and Max running his hands up Aidan's arms] ... Turn myself in? For what? [he pulled back just a little, voice still calm] They wanted to use me as a weapon to blindly follow orders I didn't agree with. I ran away, because I wanted to be free from them, Aidan. They don't own me and they don't have the right to decide what I do with my powers. 

[their eyes locked and Aidan felt weak. The ice of his heart melting away, breathing his ex in. Remembering a time where he wouldn’t hesitate to run away with the boy at the drop of a hat] No….I can’t. [tearing his eyes away] We tried that before and it didn’t end well.

No. We never tried this. You never came with me and you should do it now. Aidan, we can be together. [looks sadly in the other's eyes] God, your eyes are so beautiful. 

[Aidan new the smart thing would be to sake a spike of ice and stab it through Max’s chest. But the closer he came the weaker his will became. He hadn’t let go of his guard completely but the touch of his finger caused him to shiver more from lust than fear] Yes… [he answered with all truth] …but that does not change the fact you should not be here.

I won't be here for long. Just enough time for you to pack your things and come with me. So we can be together. [his body now pinning Aidan's against the wall, eyes and lips heavy with lust for the boy] Aidan, come with me. 

[the smile causing a chill up his spine and a warmth in his heart. Drawing him in but making him step back when Max stepped closer. His powers not visibly active but readied to potentially defend his life] See me for what purpose?

[he laughed. It was a short sound that didn't sound as amused as real laughter did] For the purpose of seeing you. I missed spending time apart from my boyfriend. [he reached over to touch Aidan's cheek, as the metal door shut close and the lock turned to keep them safe from people's eyes] Did you miss me as much as I missed you?

[the voice was too familiar to miss. Aidan jumped back ready to defend himself when he spotted his lost love] Max….what are you doing here?

[pushes himself off, a smile on his face] Take a guess, but I think it's pretty obvious why I'm risking everything to come in the base of the enemy. I wanted to see you. 

[returns to the base on a transport carrier along with a few others. His gear covered in a bit of blood, not his own. The team of three stood in line for a debriefing from their team leader and then were dismissed. Aidan making his way to change out of his gear]

[leans against the locker that contains Aidan's changing clothes, waiting casually for him, while looking at his nails] Took you long enough. I've been waiting forever.