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Hey gng im still alive but I’m thinking of taking a lil mental health break, I really just don’t have time to write atm and don’t wanna keep you looking forward to things that probably won’t be posted. I’m sure I’ll be back because as problematic as it is I still adore this fandom and all of u queens. Bye for nowww luv u. X
i feel like it's finally my turn to say something. i've kept this to myself for so long but seeing people still love rose, and now that she's finally gone i can't stay quiet anymore.
i was 15. the whole time i was so confused. she would constantly talk sexual with me, telling me about her fantasies and making comments i didn't even understand yet. she asked me to call with her, and on those calls she'd always bring up sexual stuff. i didn't know what to say. i just remember feeling weird, uncomfortable like i had to just sit there and go along with it even though i didn't want to.
eventually i blocked her. she blocked me back, and then i deactivated. since then tumblr hasn't felt safe for me. every time i see her name or people saying how much they love her it brings all of it back.
i think this is the last time i'll ever be on here. i don't even know why i'm writing this except that i just want to finally be heard. i've carried this for so long in silence and maybe it doesn't even matter anymore but it matters to me.
the worst part is i barely have any screenshots because i deactivated my account back then. that makes me scared no one will believe me. it scares me that most of this only exists in my memory and maybe only i will ever know what truly happened.
sometimes i feel like maybe i'm being dramatic. like maybe i overreacted or made it bigger than it was. but then i remember how sick it made me feel, how confused i was how i didn't even know what to say when she would start talking sexual with me. i was 15. that shoulve been enough for her to know it was wrong
i don't know. maybe i'll regret posting this maybe people won't believe me, but at least i finally said it out loud.
please i beg, interact with this any way i really want to feel heard it feels like im being dramatic but then I remember how much it still bothers me.
tags for awareness@cvnntagious @darksturnz @y3sterdaysproblem @passionfruitchris @nickssidewitch @humpster35
i interact w literally nobody anymore because i have a fear of becoming friends with people that are literal weirdos now on tumblr but i need friends in order to have motivation to be on here so i’m gonna start being social again i guess
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CW : SLIGHT SMUT. COCKWARMING. DOLL IS POUTY AND WANTS ATTENTION. and more?
matt didn’t mean to ignore you. he really didn’t.
it had been a long day at the shop—one of the long ones that left him tired and drained and just wanting to sit down and do nothing at all.
so when he got home, covered in grease, back aching, and hands sore—he showered. then he dropped into his gaming chair, and immediately booted up his pc.
his headset was on within seconds, a bag of sour candy already opened at his side, and he was locked in with nick and chris for some godforsaken zombie level they’d been stuck on for weeks.
he hadn’t stopped for a moment to consider coming to see you—to giving you a kiss or a hug or even a simple hello.
but it was nothing. none of them.
so you stood in the hallway with your arms crossed—jutting your bottom lip out as you just wanted him get lost in his game.
you had even gotten all cute for him, too. freshly showered, one of his old shirts hanging off your body, no bra, legs bare. you thought maybe you’d cuddle and watch something together. maybe he’d rub your back—or you’d rub his.
or maybe you’d sit on his lap while he played like usual, arms wrapped around his neck, cheek pressed against his.
but no.
so now you were pouty—huffing as stomped your way into the living room, arms swinging slightly as you marched toward the bedroom where he was at.
matt didn’t even look away from the screen the closer you got, didn’t even say anything until you were standing right near him. blocking his view. “stay back baby,” he muttered, eyes narrowed at you. “i’m almost outta ammo and i have to make sure i land these shots.”
you blinked at him, mouth parted like you couldn’t believe what you were hearing. normally he wasn’t like this with you, he did have his days, but it just made you feel not seen.
you swayed lightly on your feet, moving in and out of his way. he snorted faintly at something one of his friends said—still not looking at you—and you growled under your breath.
“maaaaatt.” you pouted, dragging out his name like that would help you get his attention more. normally it did. “yeah, yeah. hi baby.” he muttered, finally somewhat acknowledging you, but still brushing you off. his fingers clacked on the keyboard. “i’ll be done soon okay?”
that wasn’t good enough for you. you wanted his attention now—you had gone all day without seeing him and you just wanted his attention. even if it was just for a little.
so your hands grabbed at his shoulders and you pulled him back, away from his desk. your body moved in front of him, letting your legs go on either side of his legs before you dropped yourself into his lap without a word.
matt jolted slightly, his attention being dragged away from the screen and from his brothers on the other side of his headphones. “doll—”
“shhh,” you hushed him, your legs straddling his thighs now as you settled on top of him more. “you were gone for hours, and you didn’t even say hi when you got home.” you pointed out to him.
“i did,” he replied distractedly, his attention slowly being brought back to his scree, brow furrowing as he started to lose focus on you. “just now.” he added.
“that doesn’t count matthew and you know it,” you deadpanned. “you were supposed to kiss me and tell me i looked cute and miss me and say hi like you always do.” you said, pouting even more now as you spoke.
matt tried not to smile at you and your neediness, his jaw twitching with effort. “i was tired baby. i just wanted to do my own thing.” he tried to reason. and you understood how he felt, so you felt some sympathy, but it still didn’t erase the fact he basically ignored you up until now.
“and i was waiting for you,” you pouted harder, your bottom lip sticking out more now. were you being more dramatic than you needed to be? yes. but he always falls for it. “wanna be spoiled matty..” you whispered, leaning in to ghost your lips along the shell of his ear.
that got his attention.
he finally let his eyes tear away fr his screen long enough to look up at you, his eyes scanning your face—down to the way you were already squirming on his lap, pressing your chest to his and tugging lightly on the collar of his shirt.
“missed you,” you mumbled, letting your lips trail from the shell of his ear, dragging your lips down across his jaw. “wanna kiss you..please.” you breathed, lips kissing closer and closer to his mouth.
matt let out a low breath, a quiet “yeah?” slipping past his lips. “mhmm.” you hummed, finally pressing your lips to his. it was long, the first kiss. before they turned to smaller heated ones. but they didn’t last long, he pulled himself back.
he let himself lean back slightly to see you better, letting his hands fall to your bare thighs, gripping them possessively. “what are you up to, hm?” he whispered, knowing that this definitely wasn’t about attention anymore. it might’ve been at first, but you were growing more desperate with each passing second.
“nothin’.” you lied, a smirk tugging at your lips after the words had already slipped. his brows raised at that.
it wasn’t long before you leaned in to kiss him again, longer this time—like you were starving for it. you couldn’t help but to sigh into his mouth, your hips starting to roll, brushing against the bulge in his sweats he hadn’t even realized was there until now.
matt groaned into the kiss, but quickly cutting it short when he realized the headset was still on, pulling away from you. “fuck—hang on, boys—gimme a second.” he mumbled quickly before he hit the mute button and grabbed at your hips, holding you still.
“doll.” he said sternly, like a warning. your teeth dug into your bottom lip as you tried to stop from smiling. “hmm?” you hummed, leaning forward now to press light kisses to the skin of his neck.
“what do you think you’re doin’, baby?” he asked, hands grabbing you tighter to hold you in place. you could feel the way he pressed into you through the fabric of your panties and his pants.
the feeling made your pussy ache, clenching around nothing as you felt your panties become increasingly wet by the minute. but you just pulled back and blinked at him innocently. “want you..” you muttered.
he let out a breath, his hands rubbing soothing circles on your hips now instead of holding them in place “i can’t—fuck—i’m in the middle of a round baby.” he tried to say, and you knew that.
“then let me just sit on it,” you said sweetly, biting your lip as your hips began to roll again, slower this time. like you wanted him to feel just how worked up you were. how bad you wanted his attention on you and not just his video game. “just for a little?” you pouted again.
he stared at you. like maybe he was contemplating it, but it was hard to tell. so you kept going.
“i promise i won’t move,” you whispered. it was mostly the truth, you weren’t really going to move, not a whole lot anyway. “i just wanna feel close. missed you so much.”
matt sucked in a sharp breath, his cock twitching beneath you the more you spoke and rolled your hips. you always did this—always knew exactly what to say to get what you wanted.
and damn if he wasn’t wrapped around your finger.
“…fine,” he growled, letting your words convince him. “just sit and don’t fuckin’ move, got it?” you nodded your head quickly, smiling. “yes sir.”
slowly he helped guide you up so you were hovering, his other hand moving down to tug at his sweats. lifting his hips and pulling them down just enough for his cock to spring free, tip red and leaking already even from a little movement.
you made a content sound when you saw it, but he shot you a look that made you go still. he was taking his time and you knew it—even if he was eager to get back to his game, he always had to tease you some way first before he gave you what you wanted.
so being the impatient brat you were—you slowly reached down between your bodies, moving your panties to the side and grabbing his cock at the base. you shifted to like yourself up over him before sinking down onto him with a long, shaky exhale.
matt hissed when he felt the wet warmth of your walls enclosing around his cock. he really did miss the feeling of this. especially after a long day. “fuck…” he groaned.
he had to tip his head back, closing his eyes for a second and letting out a breath to stop himself from losing it so quickly at just the feeling of your pussy wrapped around him. and when you were seated fully on him, your hands resting on his shoulders, chest to chest, you let out a satisfied sigh that had him opening his eyes to look at you once more.
“mhm…better.” you whispered, leaning your head down to rest against his shoulder, making yourself completely comfortable on his lap with his cock nestled deep inside of you.
matt kept one hand on your hip and moved the other back onto his keyboard. you could hear the way chris and nick were calling matt’s name, trying to get his attention, so he unmuted his mic. “yeah—sorry. had to deal with something.”
you smirked as he lied—technically he wasn’t, but it wasn’t like he was going to tell his brothers about what you were doing. slowly you turned your head against his neck, letting your lips ghost over his skin again.
he grunted lowly when your teeth nipped the skin there, and tapped your thigh. “don’t you start.” he muttered, warning you.
“m’not moving,” you whispered again, pulling back and batting your lashes at him. “just sittin’ like you said.”
but you and him both knew it wasn’t going to be that way for much longer.
strnilolover note ⋆˙⟡ . . . where has my motivation goneee. also this isn’t proofread so if there’s any spelling mistakes i’m sorry 💔
...just a little sub!chris blurb 4 u guys
cw: no contact, bondage, sub!chris, smut w out plot, just pure filth in general
You lay Chris out on the couch, every limb tied tight—wrists bound above his head, ankles spread and secured so he can’t move except for the one thing that won’t listen: his cock. Hard, swollen, slick dripping endlessly, but utterly untouchable.
His hips jerk in frantic, useless thrusts into the air, chasing the relief his body begs for but can never reach. His breaths come fast and ragged, face flushed deep crimson, eyes fluttering shut in pure desperation.
“Please—fuck—” he whimpers, voice cracked and broken. “Need… need to—”
But his hands are locked away, useless. The only movement is his hips bucking up again, again, again, trying to find something, anything, to soothe the aching swell.
Every desperate motion sends fresh slick dripping down his cock. He groans low, the frustration thick in his voice as he tries harder, more frantic, muscles trembling.
You watch, smirking, fingers trailing teasingly down his chest but never touching what he craves most. “Can’t touch,” you murmur, voice dripping with control. “Only you can move is that needy cock.”
His body shakes as he bucks again, hips thrusting uselessly into empty air, slick dripping onto the couch below. His voice breaks into a ragged moan, desperate and raw.
“I’m… gonna lose it—” he gasps, biting his lip, “can’t stop—fuck—”
You lean down, breath warm against his ear. “Not until I say. Keep trying, baby."
And he does—desperate, twitching, leaking, bucking into nothing but air, completely helpless, every frustrated motion a testament to how much he belongs to you.
“Please, please…” he whimpers, voice raw and trembling, eyes squeezed shut against the overwhelming rush. His body shudders uncontrollably, hips bucking in frantic desperation.
Your voice is a low whisper, sharp and teasing. “Come for me, baby. No hands, no help — just you.” Your fingers trace slow circles on his chest, watching him unravel.
Then, without warning, his cock spasms violently, spurts of hot, sticky release shooting freely as his muscles clench around nothing but air. His whole body trembles with the force of it, leaking and pulsing long after the last shudder fades.
Bound, helpless, and utterly undone — he stays hard, dripping, and completely at your mercy.
a/n - i uh i i
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