mattie's pears

To the girl who hurt my relationship: I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you felt it was necessary to sleep with my boyfriend to feel good about yourself. I'm sorry that you dislike yourself enough to do that to someone. I'm sorry that you are so insecure you had to use alcohol to get what you wanted. And I'm so sorry that you will never be me. You can take him and use him and find a way into our relationship if you want, but I am stronger than you and I'm more secure in myself than you. I love myself, and I know what I'm worth. I'm a great person, I work with children every day of my life and I genuinely want to make the world a better place for them so they can grow up in a less twisted world than what we naturally have to offer. I love and support my friends and give them as much of myself as I can because they mean the world to me. I may not be tall or thin like you, but I'm proud of my body and I'm proud that not everyone that follows my social media knows every nook and cranny of it. I'm sorry, because I know how it feels to degrade yourself and throw yourself at every guy you get the chance to, but you deserve better than that. You deserve better than a guy that would put his relationship on the line for one drunken night, I know that I do. But I know I'm a strong enough woman to stand by him and support him as he changes and learns to love himself too, and all I hope is that you're able to learn to do the same.