The incredible tension in living (or life is much like a television, black and white just doesnât cut it)
There are very few instances where things are black and white. There is definite good and evil. There are facts and opinions. However, the big picture indicates a much stickier, much dirtier situation. I hold no special insights into these areas, but I feel that we have a duty to speak out when prompted. Each and every day there are talking heads on either side of wall proclaiming that the world is going to end because of the other side of the wall. Republicans decry Democrats, Atheists decry Christians, corporations decry entrepreneurs, and so on and so forth.
I have to laugh. If I donât laugh I will only contribute to the noise in a way that does not honor the people I interact with or the God that I worship. Today was a prime example. This was the primary catalyst for this diatribe: I saw two posting in a row on Facebook. The first was anti-abortion and spoke to the sanctity of human life from the beginning. The next was in support of the 2nd amendment in the vein of âyou can take my gun when you can pry it from my cold, dead hand.â
Both were from the same person.Â
And I have to laugh because I want to cry otherwise. My first thought is to boil the attitude down to âWeâve kept you from dying in the womb so you can get shot later.â It isnât that simple, I know it isnât, but that is the message that I see. I am firmly anti-abortion, but donât call me pro-life because I still struggle with the death penalty and the rights of gun ownership. I cannot call myself pro-life in good conscience because of this dichotomy in my belief.
I see the debate on gun control among my friends, some of which are very much Christian and very much in support of guns. I canât say that I think guns should be completely banned.  There are legitimate reasons for gun ownership. However, I have to question when as a Christian someone vehemently defends gun ownership across the board. Letâs be clear: a guns only purpose is pain either through wounding or killing. Sure, they can be used for sport shooting, but that isn't really their purpose.Â
Note I am not saying guns are evil. Iâm not saying guns are the downfall of our society. Iâm only saying they have limited purpose.
So why are we defending them with so vigorously? One response Iâve seen is the whole âself defenseâ argument. Well, true a gun can be used in that way. To what end? When you really study that, when you really think about it what does it say about your faith? Iâm not judging here, Iâm asking that you take a deep look at the issue and your heart surround it. If it is that important, is it more important than God? Does the gun hold more power for you than God? Is it possible the gun has become an idol for you? That you are looking at the gun and away from God for protection? Safety? Security?
I canât answer that for you. I know this is a hot button topic and I am not writing this in an attempt to drive the number of readers up. These are questions Iâve struggled with. Why do I hold onto the death penalty? Do I truly believe our systemâs sense of justice is greater than Godâs? On the flipside, what is the solution when you are dealing with someone who is quite apparently seeped in evil. We pray for them of course, but at the end of the day do we lock them up in an overcrowded system and hope they are changed by the power of God leaving the possibility they get free to hurt again?
God didnât call me to sit in judgment; He called me to heal, to feed, to clothe, to care, to love, to disciple, and to baptize, and the list doesnât end there. I have, for many years, held the belief that if the Church was more committed to doing the work we were charged with and less committed to doing the work WE think we were charged with the world would be a much different place.  I believe that now more than ever and I will continue to strive towards that both here in my words and through my day-to-day actions.
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