10/10 will replay in my mind over and over until next time

With every tear came redemption, my torturer became my remedy

The days get longer and harder to get through. Thank goodness for daylight savings, nothing like the sun setting early af to put you in the mood to sleep at 7pm. Anyway let me try to get through this week. One day at a time

Towards the end of our time together I would visit my dad every day for like 4 hours. I’m grateful that it was during the summer when I didn’t have anywhere to be. I never had anything to do, but whenever I went to see him I felt okay with that. I started enjoying the quiet time together. Him and I never really exchanged words, sitting together in a room enjoying each other’s company is how we communicated really lol. I miss being able to go see him whenever I wanted especially when I had a bad day. Being with him made me feel better. This is really hard🤕