Secret Spot

Today was an ok day. I've definitely had worse. I try to hide it....I hope this anger goes away soon though bc I don't want it to affect the people around me.

Almost killed a guy in the crowd that was talking shit. I almost lost control on stage.....this is getting bad. ..........it would've been so easy....

I heard on the news that they found the body and my heart stopped for a moment, but then they said they have no leads. .......Christofer still doesn't know and I hope it stays that way.

I have a mad taste for cinnamon buns........and I wanna eat one off of my babes buns

I'm horny and babes in the shower....this could work out in my favor >:]

My lack of sleep is making me loopy....which probably isn't a good thing.

The temptation to drink in Vegas was strong and that was the main reason we went for a walk on the strip. I was holding Christofers hand and my own hands were sweating, but he held on tight. I would be a wreck without him.

I know I annoy Christofer most of the time, but I love him with every fiber of my being…..it’s that too much? I can’t help but touch him and make him fuss at me, as long as I have all of his attention I can breathe easy.