Seriously done with life..
Once again, I got rejected from a job the moment i came into an in person interview which is strange since the person was desperate to see me only to cut the inteview short upon noticing I am not what she thought i was (Iām brown skinned.)Ā
This has been happening to me for almost 2 years and despite my 10+ years graphic design experience, I guess itās not enough, i get the fake smile, the awkqard atmosphere and thenĀ āWellā¦we were really looking for someone who is self motivated and creativeā¦.ā Even though they already saw my portfolio and resume and just had to see me as I would always be the first one to be interviewed. Afterwards I would get theĀ āWellā¦weāre still interviewing and ā¦weāll be in touchā Nonsense. ::sigh::
I guess iām giving up all togetherā¦iāve applied to over 2000+ job applicaitons and I either get job rejections automatically or situations like this when I actually get my foot in the door for an in person inteview.Ā
Perhaps I wasnāt meant to work for anyone and maybe this is God telling me to focus on Cosmic Funnies as my job.
Whichever it is, I am tired and wanting to give up on life. I work so hard and I feel like iām getting nowhere.Ā
If you wish for me to make Cosmic Funnies my job, please support me on my Ko-fi so I can actually have food to eat:Ā
https://ko-fi.com/cosmicfunnies
I have a patreon as well:Ā https://www.patreon.com/cosmicfunnies
I have two sales going on my cosmic funnies siteĀ
https://www.cosmicfunnies.com/starry-shop
Use code STARRYSCHOOL30 (sale ends september 20th)
Check out my latest planner:Ā
Theyāre on the book shop in both soft and hard cover, 6x9 and 8x10 and it will come with starry emojis deluxe 2 sticker set so youāre getting a nice bundle for one price.
https://www.cosmicfunnies.com/book-shop/cosmic-funnies-17-month-planner-2019-2020
http://cosmicstickies.bigcartel.com
This is my sticker shop where you can purchase foil stickers, planner stickers and more..
And if youāre looking to hire a designer, check out my portfolio:Ā https://jackiemoliner.myportfolio.com
I donāt emjoy asking for help but sadly I have no choice but to humble myself and ask for help since this world is so cruel that sometimes I just want to off myself. Iām seriously tired of living.Ā
Thanks for your supportā¦.and have a great day.Ā