𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 */

sup bitches!! it’s ya girl again bringing you my messy boy mason... i’ve had this man... for years now and he has a special place in my heart so pls love him xoxo

tw: alcoholism, drug mention, depression, addiction

      mason didn’t really talk to many people. he wasn’t the type to make friends or socialise beyond getting drunk in bars but since the trip with codi, he had grown to really enjoy her company, even if he had taken his time to finally catch up with her for lunch.       sitting down at the table, he waited for codi to sit opposite him before speaking, not really sure what to actually say to her, it had been a little bit since they had seen each other. “so how’s... life?” he asked, a little awkward now that they were face to face, it was a lot easier to talk to someone over text or being forced in a van for a whole week. lunch seemed a lot more intimate but he was trying to just take it as it went. “aren’t you like... with that tj guy? or am i missing something?”

mason: mags

mason: have you left charleston????

mason: ffs maggie this woman is going to drive me bonkers

                 after hanging up on alexis beck finds himself pacing back and forth in the waiting room. there’s a million thoughts racing in his head head, most of them blaming him for what happened to leo. he should’ve pushed harder to get him to a doctor when they got back from vegas, should’ve stopped him from drinking and doing drugs, offered to go with him when he said he needed a breath of fresh air. the love of his life was in a hospital bed and it was all his fault. mason’s words  stop him in his tracks, anger starts to build up with every word the other man speaks, “ you don’t fucking know that ! we know fucking nothing because these fucking doctors won’t tell me what the hell is going on ! ” he screams turning his attention to the poor nurse at the counter,  “ how are you so fucking calm ? he could be dead right now for all we know ! ” 

      mason kept all emotions beside anger pretty deep down within him so when he saw his best mate fall to the ground at the strip club, to most it seemed like he didn’t give a fuck but in reality he was just... numb. he knew of leo’s heart condition, not the full extent, leo wasn’t that clear on it, just the few off comments that mason took as jokes but from the looks of things, it was a lot serious than leo lead on.       he kept by beck’s side, knowing well that he was freaking out, the phone call to alexis was a clear example of that. turning to him after he heard the phone hang up, he placed both hands on the male’s shoulders’, looking at him in the eye.       “he’s going to be alright beck, okay? come on, try and stay calm for him okay...” he wasn’t good at making people feel better, he never really had to do it, not close enough to anyone to ever need to console someone like this but he had to, for his friend.

      mason loved the music, it was totally his scene but he still found himself bored out of his fucking mind. he had sunk far too many beers but his tolerance was so high, to most people he probably seemed barely tipsy, he liked it that way. he didn’t want a cause a scene tonight.       noticing maggie, he made his way over to her before lighting up a cigarette, trying to be mindful and not letting the smoke near the girl, taking a drag and blowing out the smoke slowly. “so rumour hasn’t you stealing my money?” he asked, raising a brow but letting out a laugh. he wasn’t pissed, he hated money, he would give it all away if he could, he had tried to multiple times but money still came back from his parents every single week. he hated every part of it.

𝒍𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓: we met in a dream . like an actual dream .

𝒍𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓: and then i saw him outside of a denny's . i think we manifested each other bc he said he had the same dream .

𝒍𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓: isn't that crazy romantic ?!

mason: ......

mason: romantic? uh... not really? more of a coincidence if anything

beck: 'the world' bitch you went to idaho ????

beck: i think we're all traveled out for now, i don't have any more sick days.

beck: so you and codi ;) did you have fun or what?

mason: lmao i've never been there skjghkdfg it was different to what i was used to aka: the world

mason: that's fair ig

mason: uh no.

mason: we like kinda vibed for a second and kissed and then we both laughed and said nope so we're just friends

beck: i did :/

beck: what the hell are you doing ditching me to go live in a van ?

mason: awe

mason: idk felt like i needed to go off and see the world

𝒍𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓: uhhh ... since like a few days ago ?

mason: i don't think i've ever seen you in the same room wtf

isobel: ahhh indie. okay , that can be good sometimes , though ??

isobel: lmaoooo pleaseeeee

isobel: so ... it was eli .

mason: it was... okay. i give it a 6/10 overall

mason: nope, not happening girly