The art of relapsing
A balancing act
A silent scream
Desperation
Control
It’s lacking, but
It’s familiar
It’s helpful, but
It hurts
Not just me
But it’s enough
For now
And that’s what matters
Isn’t it?
Maybe not…
But I don’t want to find out
Selfishness
Control
Independence
Solitude
Alone
Isn’t that fine?
I swear I’m fine
…I am…
…It’s familiar

















