Cain

Leecher ✦ A mentally ill person (especially but not only someone with ASPD, NPD, DPD, or AVPD) who thinks of themselves as a bad person, and cannot seem to get better, even when trying their hardest to recover. They also feel like a leech or a parasite to those around them. This may come with self-loathing, self-sabotage, and delusions of insignificance (link).

Note that this is 1. not an excuse to hurt people, 2. not a presentation term, and 3. was inspired by Leech Boy by Crywank (link).

NPDJUGGALO ;; a gender in the genderjuggalo system where one’s gender is related to one's NPD and being a juggalo, having NPD and being a juggalo, a juggalo that also has NPD, and so on..

† OVERFLOW. . .

A term made for those with personality disorders who feel as if love is overwhelming, like that of a cup being overfilled.

This love can be platonic, familial, romantic, or any other universal type of love. Often times love can be hard to find for the user, which is part of why it feels so overwhelming.

I’ve specifically made it for personality disorders as with my own experiences, my feelings of affection differ greatly compared to my peers without a PD. I’ve had many conversations about the lengths of which my affection travels, often times feeling a bit ostracized for the differences.

ETHEDÖNIA: a neoumbrella based on the concepts and themes explored in the works of hayden anhedönia/ethel cain

the following is a list of qualities that does not encompass every theme under this umbrella and may not apply to every experience, but serves as a list of examples and suggestions for what it is to be ETHIN

- the story of ethel cain within the albums preacher’s daughter and willoughy tucker I will always love you

- themes explored within this story such as: childhood and religious trauma, tragic and toxic love stories, loss of innocence, kidnapping, stockholm syndrome, cannibalism, regret etc

- other ethel cain albums such as inbred, golden age, perverts etc

- other themes explored within her music such as: deer/lamb imagery, southern gothic aesthetic, a corrupted idealised “american dream”, shame and desire, perversion etc

TERMINOLOGY

individual: cain

adult: martyr

youth: lamb

partner: cainfriend/crushmate

spouse: gardenia

in-nature: ETHIN

quality: ethedine

gender: ethelymn

suggested prefixes/suffixes for ethelymns and other terms: eth- ethe- -dönia -edön

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