For five or so years now I’ve used Tumblr as a place to express my thoughts and emotions. I’ve used it as a way to connect to others with shared interests and values. At times it’ been the best part of my life, a place to breathe. And, at other times, it’s felt like a burden, been emotionally draining. It’s just... been a big aspect of my life for a while now. But lately it’s been something I feel like I go to out of obligation and routine, not of a desire to be here.

I think it’s run it’s course for me. I’ve only been on here these past few months to keep up with any friends I still have on here. But I follow most of my friends on some other form of social media (and if you’d like to stay in contact outside of here please hit me up, I’d like to keep y’all in my life if you’re willing to have me). As for aesthetics and fandom things, I think I might keep my little sideblog and use that to house things that inspire me or make me happy... but I still want a break from this entire thing for the time being.

Maybe I just need a break and in a few weeks I’ll be thirsty for this website again, who knows. But for the moment I both need to be present in the other aspects of my life and don’t feel any desire to be present here. I’ll keep this blog up for now and I’ll make a post if I decide to take it down or something.