Legends are based on absolutes

hymnals/memories

(reblogs appreciated)

i have no plans on ever deleting martyr. it is as much a part of me now as it was then; i simply have grown beyond the anger and hurt of this blog. now it is a musuem and a crypt; a mausoleum to both corrupt and righteous anger, to sweet and bitter emotions. i would not delete it, anon. no worries. especially if people still enjoy it. i am glad to hear it means so much to someone else.

you can follow my main, which is @bloodtiring, but i dont post alot of writing on there. if you dm me i can give you other places to find my writing, but i cant promise you any of it is like what i have written here. martyr was a very clean and isolated place for me to write without restriction, thought, or even editing often lol. no one in my real life knows it exists. howrver my other writing, if its possible, tends to be soft-er and more vague. but it’s definitely out there, just not in a horribly public place. i can however recommend reading through my 3000+ posts, alot of which is my original content, and you’ll be able to see how ive grown as a writer and person. i have, after all, had this blog since i was a sortve cringe 15 year old. the tag ‘hotline to the soul’ contains the beautiful writing of my very dear friend @limnobios, or you could go farther back and find all of amber’s posts, which are just as good! i also would like to compile all of my original content into one document or a physical book soon. but other than those things, i have no current plans to consistently post writing online as i have here. it was a burden to put love and work into so much writing and never receive the amount of reblogs required to allow me to keep growing, not to sound like im whining. but im glad you loved my posts and are interested in keeping up with what i write!

if i make you afraid;

sometimes all a man needs is reassurance.

without finishing the book

six years or more.