marsbarmar

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THATS LEAD SINGER OF MY FAVORITE BAND THAT IM SEEING NEXT MONTH IN 2004 SINGING A SONG BY A BAND THAT IVE LISTENED TO MY WHOLE LIFE AND MET THE LEAD SINGER OF (saves the day) LOSING MY MINDDDD (i heard this song live when i saw std last year 🤭)

i miss when i had the energy, i miss when i could do everything

i miss going and putting on my mascara for the day so i felt pretty , i miss picking out a certain outfit for the day

i miss careing about my days, i miss when it fully mattered to me

now everything is slow, and now im “focused”

now i sit in my room worrying

now i think about texting but dont bother

now i keep myself away

now im not me, i dont know who i am