First of all; my older fics posted on Tumblr can still be found here: OLD MASTERLIST
Most of those have been since hacked to bits and re-worked into newer fanfic projects, and many don't line up with my personal canon as it is presently. That's okay! I'll leave them on Tumblr for the memories, or if anyone wants to read them.
CURRENT MASTERLIST
I've organised my fics into several series on AO3, mostly following my Endless Ending headcanon.
My main pairing is Estela x (f)MC/Taylor, but there will be other pairings sprinkled throughout-- predominantly in-line with canon, but I am rather partial to Michelle x Quinn.
Endless Ending... and beyond
Written In the Stars
A series of fics set during the course of the books, bringing us to Taylor choosing to preserve La Huerta in its safe bubble at the end of the world.
A New Reality
Faced with a heart-wrenching decision, Taylor kept her loved ones safe on La Huerta. A new reality awaits as the Catalysts re-build their lives away from the homes they once knew, but for Taylor, facing up to her identity might just be enough to throw everything upon its head once more.
Beyond Vaanu A life beyond La Huerta is more than Taylor can comprehend, but now she is faced with exactly that; a whole new life as what needs to pass as a regular human being. Meanwhile, Estela is putting her shattered pieces together and imagining a future; starting from scratch with her impossible wife.
Far Future Taylor and Estela ride off into a La Huerta sunset with their baby girl. But then what? NOTE: some of these do need some tweaks to fit my current canon, but I'm keeping them up on AO3 except in cases where a huge re-working is necessary
Vaanu Ending
From the Stars My one and only Vaanu Ending fic. I wrote something I loved way back in 2019, and have never felt like revisiting. It's not long, only 20k words, but I am quite proud of it.
Rourke Ending
I've abandoned this series, but there are a few bits and pieces here I'm proud of.
Miscellaneous ES Fics
Not really fitting anywhere else. The Fountain: A Broken Chains AU. The world has been restored, but at the price of Taylor's life. And Estela isn't ready to let her go. I'll Be Home Soon: A trek into La Huerta's northern reaches ends very, very badly.
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I do not know when this will actual turn into an honest-to-goodness fic. It's not a project I'm seriously working on, but... I am really, really soft for Estela and Taylor having a little family together.
"I quite like 'Pepa'," she said. "Right now, I think that's my front-runner."
Liv came skipping into the room, her face alight with glee.
"PE-E-E-PPA PIG!" she sang, and followed the outburst with an ungodly snort.
Taylor didn't think she'd ever been quite so brutally smacked back down to earth. It's okay. The name's still sound. Liv will grow out of that….
She turned back to Estela whose face was in her hands. Laughing. As if she was any better at thinking up names. The woman had one girl's name up her sleeve and they'd already used it.
"What are you laughing at?" Taylor demanded with a chuckle. "You're going to have to endure the pig noises just as much as I am."
"I know, but your face!" Estela was all giggles, and it set Liv off— it really never did take much. She wiped her eyes and looked up at Taylor, at the rounded swell of her belly, and imagined the little one who was already bringing so much joy and mirth. Taking a moment to let the name roll around her head, the grin still wouldn't quit. "I like it. Pepa Iris Montoya. Better than anything I could have come up with."
Taylor gave a little snort— innocent laughter, but she knew she'd quickly regret letting it escape her. "At least you know."
And Liv sang some more.
Not exactly WIP Wednesday as this is a snippet of a scene I scrapped ages ago due to the unhappy realisation that there would be no snow. (Give me a pass on that please, I started writing this fic after finishing my first runthrough then running out of 'Jake' fanfics to read. Lore and me were only passing aquaintences 😂)
I tried changing bits to squeeze it into other scenes but can't get it to work
Sad me 😭😂
Posting it today lets it see the light of day I guess
“Kinda like goldilocks porridge. Too hot…” Diego gestured to the way they'd come, sweltering jungle worthy of Craig's ‘sticky’ then towards the snow covered the ground at the other “Too cold...” before lowering himself to the relatively temperate ground in the middle with a contented sigh. “... Just right."
Jay eyed the mountain with a certain amount of trepidation but followed the others round the edge of the lake.
Craig dropped beside Diego with a grunt, throwing one arm over his eyes as he grumbled. “Yeah. This whole travel thing was much better with the time guys...”
Jay lifted her head as the rest of the group froze in various stages of unfastening shirts and dragging t-shirts over their heads. “Time guys?” she covered her laughter with her hand as Craig lay oblivious to the various stares of disbelief and resignation being exchanged above him.
Jake dragged his hand over his face. “I'm gonna ban that guy from comin' with us.”
“Awww come on. Look at all the fun he's providing.” Jay nudged his shoulder.
“Ain't exactly my idea of fun,” he muttered in return, then a wicked glint flashed in his eyes. “Ya know what? You could be onto somethin’.” After checking Craig's attention was firmly fixed on the back of his own eyelids Jake took the couple of steps needed to reach the edge of the snow. Ignoring the sudden drop in temperature he scooped a handful from the ground and compacted it into a ball, then launched it towards the unsuspecting man.
Craig let out a squeal as the cold projectile dropped onto his stomach, launching upright and glancing round in confusion, then betrayal as he took a direct hit between his shoulders.
“Hey. What gives?” He twisted to see where the attack came from just as Jake launched a third snowball, this one a direct hit to the chest.
Craig scrambled for projectiles of his own but he was too far into the warm side. “Hey C’mon… guys?” He threw his arms up to protect his head as he called out for backup, but instead of helping or defending him the others ran for the snow; joining in pelting him with a barrage of well placed snowballs.
“Yield. I yield” Craig managed between gasps of laughter.
Another couple of snowballs flew as the group flung the ones in their hands then turned on each other, before darting back into the warmer side.
“You're right. He can stay. He's good for comic relief at least.”
Ohhhhhh! I am simultaneously SO SAD this couldn’t be squeezed into the actual fic, and SO HAPPY that you shared it with us. Oh my goodness.
Diego doing his goldilocks, and Craig being a big-mouthed doofus and being the best ever comic-relief snowball victim. Just too much fun— thank you for putting it in my life.
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"All right, Malfoy. Hop on up—your turn!"
"I'm sorry? You cannot be serious."
"You're meant to be this fencing champ, aren't you?"
"This isn't fencing, this is, this is bopping some fool with a pool noodle—"
"I figured it'd be pretty hard to pretend someone didn't exist when the man's whipping your ass at a noodle joust. Right now, it's looking like either that or waiting for loneliness to wear her down…."
I am realising that I very much enjoy the friend match-up of Aleister and Jake.
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“Princess!” Jake hissed, tugging at her hair to get her attention. “Baby Katniss at two-o’clock!”
Taylor had to hold in a squeal as she spotted a photograph on the window ledge. A tiny Estela, by her guess about two years old, reaching up for whoever it was who’d taken the picture. “Oh, sweet lord,” she said quietly, automatically hugging Estela’s arm. “I think my ovaries just exploded…”
“Yes, I was a baby once. Can we move on?”
Nicolas smirked. “Oh, Estelita… you don’t want to break out the baby album? All these years, your frowny old face never changes…”
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
“A quick question,” a breathless voice said in place of hello. “If a woman takes you up a goat path for a two-hour hike in ninety-degree heat to show you a view, and the view turns out to be just more of the sea, is that romance or is it a test?”
Taylor briefly considered the question as she reached for the cold cup of coffee that had been sitting on the counter since the morning.
“Romance,” she said with great conviction. “How’s San Trobida so far?”
“Windy, but…” A howl of static that could have been the surf or the breeze ate half of Rebecca’s sentence. “…anyway, I survived the first meeting.”
“And? How is Tío?”
“That’s Señor Montoya for me, I’m afraid.”
“Oof.”
“I mean, I’m in no position to judge the man. He’s civil,” Rebecca added quickly. “Even cooked for us on the first night, which Estela says is a good sign. But then he sat at the table and kept cleaning his fishing knife while giving me side eye. They’re taking me to some secret cove tomorrow. Family spot. Very remote, apparently. Very private.”
“Call me if you see them packing a shovel.”
I've got two on the go; which one will see the light of day first is anyone's guess.
The Hotel at the End of the World: Chapter Three
He noticed Aleister lingering nearby, clearly waiting for an opportune moment to strike up conversation. Jake put him out of his misery.
"Can I help you?"
"It's been bothering me that we haven't done anything to formally acknowledge Mike… the sacrifice he made for us. For you."
"Hard to throw a traditional funeral when there's nothing left." Bile rose in his throat as the words left it, but it didn't make it not the cruel reality. He just could barely stand to think of it, and Aleister could be as well-meaning as he wanted… Mike's death had been brutal, and grisly, and wholly undeserved, and you couldn't just revisit that and not be affected.
"I'm barely keeping my head above water. Sure, let's go poke at the wound. See what happens."
Home Sweet Home: Chapter One
"So, Taylor, where are you from?"
Crap. Words deserted her. An answer deserted her. It was a conversation that was going to happen, but she couldn't do it casually from the back seat of the car.
"La Huerta," Estela said. "She's from La Huerta."
"And you, pilot?"
"Louisiana. Grew up in a small town out the back of nowhere."
And Jake kept going. The whole story— the general gist of it he knew Nicolas had already been filled in with, but he put it all out there, warts and all. Baring himself so completely that it would have been downright improper for anyone to try to make small talk with the other person holding down the rickety back seat.
Taylor knew a save when she heard one, and her eyes prickled. Top Gun, you are something else, you know that?
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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An old favourite, dusted off, given a few re-writes and now ready to sit in my present canon. Complete with its 2019 accompanying illustration which probably could use an update itself (gotta do something about the chimp hands on little Estela there!!!)
I must not scream.
Angst is the mind-killer.
Angst is the little-death that brings total reader obliteration.
I will face this chapter.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the anger has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
(…and the emotional damage.)
I can't breathe. 😂 Like almost literally. I'm in the middle of repling to your comment and then I saw this pop up at the top of my screen... Laughing so hard that inhaling air at the same time was problematic.
*note to self: have something fluffy ready to go for when Saski drops the next destroyer of hearts… and something heavy and sharp to lob at Sean, just in case*
I must not scream.
Angst is the mind-killer.
Angst is the little-death that brings total reader obliteration.
I will face this chapter.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the anger has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
(…and the emotional damage.)
I can't breathe. 😂 Like almost literally. I'm in the middle of repling to your comment and then I saw this pop up at the top of my screen... Laughing so hard that inhaling air at the same time was problematic.
*note to self: have something fluffy ready to go for when Saski drops the next destroyer of hearts… and something heavy and sharp to lob at Sean, just in case*
I must not scream.
Angst is the mind-killer.
Angst is the little-death that brings total reader obliteration.
I will face this chapter.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the anger has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
(…and the emotional damage.)
I can't breathe. 😂 Like almost literally. I'm in the middle of repling to your comment and then I saw this pop up at the top of my screen... Laughing so hard that inhaling air at the same time was problematic.
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