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Looks like Mar’s been busy. I’ll say, I’m surprised that after two years, you still haven’t learned your lesson.

I see. If they have a history of doing so, that's different. Have they been leaving you alone?

Indeed, they’ve been quiet. I’m glad to see that they haven’t been having any problems with anybody else.

heyyy shaming a trans person for projecting on a character isn't cool. but other than that I agree with you 100%

apologies if it sounded that way, anon. though, i must clarify, marlowe had a history of fetishizing trans people. projecting onto a character is totally fine, and i do believe nobody would ever dream of silencing someone like that. in fact, i believe all of us that run this blog are trans and project onto all of our characters and ocs in some way, too.

#Anonymous

@ the anon in my inbox: thank you for coming forward and apologizing. i’m sure nobody blames you for defending who you thought was innocent at the time. if you need to talk, there are people who have been in your position available to talk. you’re very brave.

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i had red flags as soon as i saw i joined a call with them in it and they said "I had friends before, but drama happened and now we're not friends. Stupid stuff and I don't regret not being their friend. I'm not afraid to lose friends." It made me nervous like they don't really care to get along with anyone. They were also super pushy, aggressive, and would cry if no one would pay attention to them. They would guilt people and even take advantage of the shy people in our group. It was horrid.

That’s terrible, and I am so sorry you had to go through something as horrible as that. If you ever need to speak, I, myself, am readily available, as are some of Marlowe’s other victims.

#Anonymous

and to think, i was gonna delete this blog in february👏

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#testimony

Why the fuck you you insisst on attacking someone who is trying to change?

consider this: i havent even glanced at this blog in quite some time

looking at the timestamps might do you some good. careful, if i get enough of these i’ll be forced to assume that this blog needs to be put back into use.

since this blog has garnered quite a bit of unsolicited attention lately, i would like to inform the general public that some of the pronouns used on this blog are, in fact, incorrect, as marlowe’s pronouns change seemingly on the daily. we apologize for any sort of misgendering -- it’s just simply too much to change every time they switch around.

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honestly, i probably won’t be here in a year’s time. but if i see that you have genuinely changed, even in a few months, then i’ll delete this blog. it was never made to attack you, only to open your eyes.

you don’t have to remain silent. my goal is not to make you leave forever. it is just to hopefully provoke you to not only better yourself but to not treat people poorly. if you have already taken steps toward that, good on you. but if not, nows the time to start.

this blog was not meant to harass. its a reminder. and i will be here as long as you need the reminder. and when you do not need that reminder anymore, it will fade into the background, just like your past mistakes.

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@marlowesabuse i appreciate you for being very civil with me and about all of this that has happened. i intend to try and better myself, but i can’t if i’m dwelling on this and what people think of me. i will no longer engage with you for my own sanity and i will no longer bother you and the people i have harmed for the respective well being of everyone. you obviously don’t have to, but all i ask that after a year, on 2/16/17, if i have managed to remain silent about this and show signs that i am changing, you please delete this blog. if you don’t, i don’t mind, it’s just a simple request.

thank you and have a good day/night.

marlowesabuse

honestly, i probably won’t be here in a year’s time. but if i see that you have genuinely changed, even in a few months, then i’ll delete this blog. it was never made to attack you, only to open your eyes.

you don’t have to remain silent. my goal is not to make you leave forever. it is just to hopefully provoke you to not only better yourself but to not treat people poorly. if you have already taken steps toward that, good on you. but if not, nows the time to start.

this blog was not meant to harass. its a reminder. and i will be here as long as you need the reminder. and when you do not need that reminder anymore, it will fade into the background, just like your past mistakes.

@combatsituation ilya has repeatedly admitted to apologizing even though he feels no remorse. i dont care what ilya is doing as long as it doesnt hurt others, you see. youre right, we have all done bad things, we've all fucked up. but i could have 0 followers and 0 notes on ALL of my posts and it wouldnt matter. i would sustain. because what ilya has done and will maybe continue to do is abusive in and of itself, and if you feel so negatively about him being called on it, it begs the question what nasty skeletons that youre hiding in your closet.

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i don’t plan to, trust me. i don’t want to. i’m physically tired from all of this and i’ve been scared bc of the things i’ve done and i’ve been scared something like this would happen. i don’t think you get the fact that i’m defeated, i am giving in. i was hiding and lying constantly to cover up and now i’m not. i’m tired. i am literally so tired of lying now. this isn’t even about what i did i’m just telling you i’m tired of lying and trying to uselessly defend my shitty actions. i’m giving up.

marlowesabuse

you don’t have to give up, you have to stop. show that you’ve changed. because you keep claiming that and, yet, just about a month ago you made a vent blog about people that you havent spoken to in months. youve said they deserve to burst into flames. youve said that they abused you. if youre finally tired, then show it, and stop saying that you are going to change and turning around and doing something that makes us believe otherwise.

laikatwo

@marlowesabuse can you like stop being creepy and authoritative for one second when ilya has already typed a page long apology? i understand the need for the callout post but this is getting weird

marlowesabuse

you know what else is getting weird? ilya stalking people. and hurting them. and lying. that’s hella weird

laikatwo

yeah lmao i know but That’s Not The Point, even though to my knowledge that stuff happened months to years ago. will you please address what i said?

marlowesabuse

what, exactly, do you request that i address? the part where you call me creepy and authoritative, or where you call me weird?

laikatwo

i request that you stop dodging the point of my post, which was that ilya has apologized for this already and from what I know most of this stuff happened months or years ago. like i said, the callout post is necessary but i don’t know why you feel like dragging on drama with a person who has issues with self-harm and paranoia

marlowesabuse

#drama /, #i called you creepy because the way you type gives off a weird vibe to me, #and i hope you don't feel like i, #m excusing his actions, #because thats not my goal,

well, now that the point of your post is clear to me, i can accurately follow up. laika, syd, pup, and the like have only known ilya for about a year, maybe a little more. they pulled all of this in that time frame. the suggestion blog happened not even a month ago. with his return to tumblr rp, it is fitting that the victims would want to warn the community about who they are getting involved with. i am deeply apologetic that ilya has experienced self harm, if that is actually the case as ilya has previously admitted to lying about a lot, but i am not “dragging on drama”. so long as ilya is problematic, i will exist, and i will persist. i apologize my typing comes off as ... creepy to you, but as you might be aware i am attempting to type differently than my normal self as to keep my identity anonymous.

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@hetphobia interesting. a hate follow. that’s new.

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a tactic often used by abusers is posting their own callout post and telling people “do with it what you will” and “make your own choice” as to make it seem like they weren’t just caught with their pants down. arietta did the same thing and, well, now she’s sleeping with the bears.

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well unlike arietta i’m not being condescending or calling anyone lazy assholes or anything like that. i don’t wanna sleep with anymore bears, honestly like most everyone hates being called out for the things they did and i am not different i don’t want to be the center of a yikes moment anymore. i think ari just likes the feeling of being put under the flame. unlike her, i will actually be leaving the community and retreating to my personal. believe that or not if you want.

marlowesabuse

#i'm tired of lying and defending myself#unlike some people others can get tired of being called out and i'm p tired of lying and hiding and idk if ari said that but i don't care#about her because i'm not her#as shitty as i am i know when i've gotta go#♢ ilya speaks.#drama //

the rp community is not the only community i intend to inform, ilya. if you keep pulling stuff like this, i will drag it to your personal, as well. if you didn’t want to be the center of a “yikes” moment, you shouldn’t have put yourself on blast by acting like an asshole to people that have been trying to escape your abuse for months.

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