Am I doing this right? Testing...testing...2, 9, 80.... Uhm, hi. I art Quimbolgees, usually known by Cookie and I am JustStuck on ao3. I like SamBucky alot. It's the reason I'm here. I write occasionally, read constantly and daydream always.
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Feeling kind of desperate this year in a way that feels very distinct. All the therapy and medication in the world do not solve lacking resources. Because your life doesn't really improve if you cannot access resources to improve your material conditions. It definitely sometimes feel selfish because I can't reasonably earn money in a way that isn't detrimental to my health. I'm not even sure if I could earn money in the ways that I know that would be damaging for my mental health.
One thing I can hope for though is that I can get these credit cards paid off at least. So if something should happen to me, for whatever reason, my family isn't left with an extreme amount of debt. I hope everyone out there is taking care of themselves as best as they can and know that you have my die-hard appreciation and my tears when you do share and donate. Thank you for reading! 🫶🏾
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As am I and yet another accidental hiatus hasn't seen anything improved in that time. Rinse. Repeat.
Still ungodly miserable, not sleeping and music doesn't help soothe like it used to. But shockingly it still inspires so have this bit of SarahBucky preship cuteness.
Inspired by Treat her like a lady by the temptations. Good listening.
The harmonized acapella intro followed by tickling ivories and a long 'Ooooo' had Sarah turning to spy who was skulking away from the dj after requesting this specific song. But a sight she was thoroughly unprepared for had her gasping involuntarily as the hovering left hand of one Bucky Barnes opened slowly, nervously, a finger at a time. Sarah stares at it before the soft voice above her broke the spell his lingering hand weaved.
"Sarah Wilson, may I have this dance?" She smiled so beautifully up at him, her excitement at being asked to move a little something by one of the most handsome boys at the school auditorium dance lit across her face. And even though that smile was aimed at him, it wasn't until Sarah's fingers curled around his, and the sweetest voice returned, "Why yes, I'd love to Bucky Barnes."
He started breathing again, unsure when he'd first stopped. The lightheadedness said he'd stopped since his approach after he got the sign from Joaquin and the twerp requested the song, just as they'd planned. He figured if someone else did it while Bucky was across the yard from Sam, there'd be enough time to get Sarah up and into the clearing before Sam could try to intercede, god willing.
Sarah couldn't deny Bucky's simple two step was working for her. He knew when to break from routine to put a lil pizzazz in his moves, his hips finding the beat easily. She smiled easily into their dance, as Bucky even matched her shuffle footwork. "Okay, Bucky! I am impressed. I'd heard you were a terror on the dance floor back in the day. But somebody's definitely updated their dance portfolio."
"Now just who was it telling the utmost of tales about the choir boy like innocence of my youth?"
Sarah danced backwards, looking up and laughing, "I'm even more impressed by the lack of lightning-zapped man before me after that fell from your lips." Bucky pouted, hands flying dramatically to his chest, clutching the fabric over his supposedly wounded heart. Sarah shimmied back over to him, closer in his space, poking his lip back in with her thumb, it grazing across its fullness. Bucky barely resisted the urge to pull the digit into his mouth and giving the party goers a sneak peek at the beginning of a show he and Sarah would hopefully get to finish later that night.
But baby steps, Barnes, baby steps.
He caught the light chuckle under her breath, feeling like she could read his mind in the moment when it was just entirely possible his face telegraphed everything on his mind. He'd never been one to shy away from showing his want and since his miraculous extended life became his again, he hadn't wanted anyone as he had Sarah. From the moment he'd showed up to hand deliver Sam a suit - a gift courtesy of the Wakandans that he still couldn't believe they granted at his request after his earlier actions - to protect himself in the field, and then turned to see her curious stare at his display of strength, he'd wanted. And ever since he'd been working up the nerve to find out if the feeling was mutual.
That quick drag across his lip and her lingering stare at his mouth told him it definitely was, so he let it go that she never did give the name of the big mouth that was likely attached to Stevie. But puzzling out when they'd even had the time to talk about him would likely lead to a bleak conversation. All he wanted was to focus on her in this moment, not knowing how long Sam would keep his overprotectiveness under wraps.
Pivoting away from thoughts of Steve and Sam, he grabbed Sarah's hand, spinning her around him once, twice, thrice, before catching her against his body, leaning back, taking her full weight happily and easily. The gasp she released when her feet left the ground sent Bucky's mind into overdrive, imagining a private moment where he could lift her, feeling her thick legs wrap around his waist before he lowered her slowly onto him. Her body would open up to him, smoothly sheathing him inside her warmth after a night spent making sure she was more than ready for this moment.
Even lost in the thought of being lost inside her, he was still present enough to see the way her eyes quickly dilated, wondering if her thoughts mirrored his own or if she'd imagined a different scenario with the same end goal in mind. He tried to plead with his eyes for her to tell him, knowing now at this monthly community event wasn't anywhere near the right time nor place. But he wanted to be selfish, wished Sarah would be selfish, too, let them disappear from the gathering to sate their aching curiosities.
Across the yard, two specific onlookers of the many in the crowd watching Bucky wooing Sarah saw the identical looks of interest cross their faces in real time, even as Bucky gently set her on her own feet again. Sam sucked his teeth at the obvious googoo eyes between them as Joaquin leaned his elbow insistently in Sam's side.
"Oh my god. He did it, I didn't think he'd do the spin move. My boy! I taught him that." Joaquin announced all smug at his side.
"You what now? Taught him to mack on my sister??"
"Y'know, taught is a strong word."
"Uh huh."
"Okay. Maybe I more like suggested he get with the new century and realize yesterday's ways to woo are similar to today's. He just needed to focus on his strengths which I didn't mean literally, but hey, it worked." Joaquin shrugged unrepentantly at Sam's glare, wiggling his eyebrows for maximum adorability factor. Sam broke eye contact first, rolling his eyes dramatically as he stood, approaching the dj booth, mumbling under his breath about uninviting both J and Bucky indefinitely from his homestead.
Sarah and Bucky were wrapped around one another, her hands resting over his shoulders, one's fingertips grazing at his nape; his hands were molded to her hips, thumbs stroking at them.
The last dregs of the song they'd long forgotten switched to something more upbeat, a familiar voice flooding the speakers, "Okay, y'all, you know what time it is. Everyone up on the floor, it's time to slide a lil sum'in sum'in."
As the opening chords sounded, tables begab clearing, conversations gave way to sly chuckles, a host of folks remember days gone by and the fun this song brought. Kids curiously rallied, challenged by the adults all proclaiming loudly that they didn't know nothing about this here. They quickly fell in line around the adults, easily following the steps with their youthful exuberance almost catching air as they hit the kick and spin.
AJ and Cass were no different, quickly seeking out spaces beside Sarah and Bucky, Sam and Joaquin, the latter watching Bucky still finding a way to touch and spin Sarah much to her delight and to Sam's annoyance. He looked at Bucky pointedly, gesturing he was watching him as the next turn had his back to Bucky and Sarah.
Joaquin snorted at him from his right side at Sam's big brother schtick. "And just what are you chuckling at over there, you turncoat? I'll be watching you, too."
Joaquin merely beamed brighter at Sam, "Then I guess I better give you a good show then, huh?" He winked saucily before the next turn put him at Sam's back now, "And enjoy the view while I'm at it."
In my mind I heard this as the song Sam suggested.
its crazy that megan thee stallion is not considered a queer artist by some people. the woman is not shy about the fact that she finds women attractive and likes having sex with them. she references it pretty frequently in her music, she made a whole song about enjoying having threesomes with a woman and a man, she made a Jennifer's Body-themed music video, she had Victoria Monét full riding her thigh on stage at a coachella, and there's literally a video of a lesbian interviewing glorilla at a party & asking who she would date if she was queer and her immediate response is "megan. megan like girls!" and then megan turns around and immediately starts flirting with the interviewer. i don't know what more you want. that woman is Bi Sexual and we should all be thankful every day for that. bi women are still bi when they wanna fuck men too you know. the fucking of men is also done bisexually.
on the topic of black artists being underrecognized, if janelle monae was white tumblr would be All Over them. bisexual, nonbinary, polyamorous, neurodivergent, plays with themes of alterhumanism, has a robot alter ego, etc. this is the prime tumblr demographic. but they're black so yall will claim to be overstimulated idk
So things like this are obviously engagement bait, and it's tired. If Marvel had done what they should have we would have less of this, but here we are. The replies are what you would expect. Some actual Sam defenses, some half assed defenses, people rightfully pointing out the non American characters, and how they were never Captain America, annoying Walker Stans, Sam doesn't have the serum. Only Steve is Cap, or he's only Steve now, some people just like the Cap mythos and more. I did find a couple of interesting replies:
Like I said before, it's very strange how Sam using tech is held against him like it's a bad thing. Some people talk about him like he's going into battle in pajamas, no training, no skills to do anything, and no super suit. When folks say that "he only has the wings" they really act like the wings aren't a Vibranium made weapon. The suit also gives Sam enhanced strength. As I always say, he doesn't have to be your fave but why the nitpicking and the unfair discussions?
Also, someone please let me know what made Walker a good Cap? I see this take come up about how he was a good Cap, and how Walker should still be Cap. In the short time that he was Cap, what made him a "good" Cap? This is typically said in conversations to put down Sam, and I did see this expressed in the replies here. It wasn't many comments, but still not the first time I've seen this. Remember that Walker is a grown man responsible for his own behavior, so what made Walker a "good Cap?"
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UNPOPULAR OPINION: A lot of "mental health issues" disappear when bills are paid, rent is secure, and the fridge is full. Peace is expensive. And pretending money doesn't affect mental health is privilege.
people wonder why i want sex work decriminalized. because when an adult consents to sex in exchange for currency, i deserve to be protected if im assaulted. if i agree to set terms and a client violates me, they should be prosecuted without me or other sex workers fearing for our own freedom
now i cant do anything. i just have to block his number, keep doing survival sex work and pray i dont get hurt anymore.
please support your local sex workers. protect us. help spread our voices.
Of course I know the Russos don't have the bandwidth to cover this topic, but seeing Joaquin in the same room as Namor in the trailer did get me thinking. What kind of feelings would Joaquin have about Talokan? Would it be at all comparable to the idea of characters like Sam visiting Wakanda? I know it won't come up at all in Doomsday but it does feel interesting to consider.
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By another polyamorous setup but my phone is dying
1% left... must jot notes before I forget the (inevitably abandoned) horny
2 waiting upstairs when 3rd gets home
Left a note with explicit instructions to shower and dress in the provided clothing of highwaisted pants, suspenders, white button up with sleeves rolled to the elbow/forearm...
Then as he's ascending to the 2nd floor, he's picking up props to his costume: headphones, newscap and lastly an oldschool megaphone right outside the bedroom door.
Walks inside to see the 2 halves of his heart in matching floor length robes that hide whatever costumes they've chosen fer this scene. But he's tickled to see them standing either side of a director's chair (sidenote: because the og idea was f/f/m, the back of the chair said Direct Her *squidward snortles*).
He's seated and told to wait as they disrobe and reappear in full wear to give the rules.
In this seat, he can speak, direct the performance, but he's not allowed to touch, himself nor the performers. The second seat he's just now noticing, is the cuck chair. It's closer to the bed and to the action fer better visuals, but he's not allowed to speak. He can touch, himself only, but he's not allowed to cum.
He can switch chairs once, to the cuck and back if he decides he likes giving orders better than just being a witness. Or he can stay in the cuck seat and watch as whomever is on the receiving end gets sucked dry or pounded tenderly, whatever they decide.
sometimes you see Takes™ that make you go "mmmhmmm okay yeah i see we both interpreted that differently based on what the show gave us, but i see how you arrived at your ideas even if they're different from mine," and then sometimes you see Takes™ that make you go "brother what show did you even fucking watch"
A foldable wireless, Bluetooth keyboard fer work only so when I'm struck at the worst possible time with inspiration, I can type it up and still sound like I'm working.
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