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My tumblr introduction (remastered)

ᥬᩤ hello my name is marilynn but you can call me marley

ᥬᩤ queer, afab, she/her, 15

Before you comment anything, please read everything I've written and don't think I'm trying to bring Kat down in anyway, I completely understand how I made them upset and I made some immature choices, like me discussing about the 'evil musketeers' joke under a Twitter reply instead of privately dming Kat or atleast posting it on Tumblr to where they have better access to talk to me about it, even though I didn't expect that much people to see that reply, it was still a childish choice for me to do that. I'm making this post to clarify that I had no intention to seem racist AT ALL. I've never disagreed with a fandom Collie take since I'm also a huge Collie defender and I also get really annoyed by the stereotype people not only put Collie through, but also Joshua aswell, and people writing about Collie like he's some sort of prop. I just got confused about Kat's take and might've shown my confusion in a quite harsh and immature manner, I'm just showing my side of the story because although I've done some pretty shitty choices yesterday, though I have no idea if Kat knows I'm underage but if they do, not editing their posts or making any new posts clarifying that I'm a minor and allowing their followers who are mostly likely also adults to shove words down a fifteen year olds throat is also a pretty shitty choice aswell.

But also please don't go attack Kat, you are not helping me and just causing more drama. I just want them to know that I did felt terrified this morning by their followers thinking that I'm some racist immature adult because Kat never mentioned that I was underage in their posts and replies. And also to make false accusations about me when you people seriously don't know me is fucked, I never said I was against Kat's opinion due to shipping reasons or because they were indigenous, their opinion just confused me because I liked the joke, because I liked the idea of Collie getting along with the other walkers who weren't the musketeers, but mostly in an au, not in canon. And I've never said I wanted Collie to be isolated around white men. (Also people LOVEEEE to skip of the part in my argument where I stated I mainly ship Collie with Zuck, who is a man in color, while shaming me for liking parkness, and that I'm suddenly racist cause I didn't realize that Kat was joking about Collie hating Harkness and the other white boys because I'm on the spectrum and I can take jokes kinda seriously at times, wow very mature and respectful adults am I right?)

Also if you're still reading and about to comment shit like "oh why did you say this in this part, this is a little odd blah blah blah" or you're trying to twist my words around just for the hell of it, just respectfully don't. I already had two of Kat's friends try to twist my words around no matter how hard I apologize and they kept trying to drag it, but that was before they knew I was a minor so I'll let it pass. But if you plan on doing that shit again especially if you're an adult when you know I'm underage and neurodivergent because my wording might come off as a little weird, genuinely fuck you, either try to explain what I said wrong so I'll improve or block me, I don't care. I'm apologizing because I know that I hurt Kat and I felt bad for doing so, and I'm not trying to silence them cause they're indigenous, their take just didn't make sense to me at first, and I'm trying to understand them more so I can improve from my mistakes, I was never trying to be intentionally racist.

I'm not trying to victimize myself, I written this to show that I was a shitty person and I'm trying to improve myself, but if you're an adult and you're arguing with someone, please, PLEASE, check into their account because you never know how old they might be and this can save you from embarrassing yourself. Also please never try to silence indigenous people for standing up against racism, you never know what they go through, it was an terrible decision to talk negatively about Kat's opinion as someone who's white myself, and I will improve myself. I'm posting this publicly because yes, making a public reply about Kat on a completely different platform was very immature of me, but also Kat being thirty years old making two to three posts about a fifteen year old who has already apologized multiple times, and even if they didn't know I was underage, still having them up so your adult followers can judge and make up shit about me when they don't even know me is also very immature, and I want adults in this fandom to become better. If you're seeing this, please help me improve if I did something wrong again.