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I imagine young Dean loved riding shotgun, talking hunts and cars with his dad, feeling all grownup and whatnot. But some days he'd let Sammy have the front seat, would cramp himself into the back, listen to that Led Zeppelin album and watch nature go by :>
Every Episode of Supernatural: 62/327
4x02 Are You There, God? It's Me, Dean Winchester, Dean and Cas pt1
CASTIEL Read the Bible. Angels are warriors of God. I'm a soldier. DEAN Yeah? Then, why didn't you fight? CASTIEL I'm not here to perch on your shoulder. We had larger concerns.
supernatural is the perfect fanfic show
just disregarding all there is to say about ships ... the show itself is the perfect mixture of setup and possibility the arc of the first five seasons of supernatural give a good basis for the themes of each of its main characters (the biblical ones). dean as the good son. sam as the bad son. cas and his disbelief. etc etc etc. and then the rest is where fanfic writers can sink their teeth in and adapt adapt adapt (using the foundation provided from the first arc) until we basically have 15 seasons of a perfect show. in written form. on ao3.
you know how dean says “bert and ernie are gay”? there needs to be a brave queer tv show were someone says “one thing I know for sure cas and dean are gay”
and the queer show in question was sesame street all along

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2016 me is screaming fym toby fox reposted my thirst trap
found this gem in my old unfinished reddie fic
realizing that most days i just feel like a chungus chopped uncool version of dean winchester with all of the alcoholism and none of the charm
you mention dogs and i’m there
stop liking this and go like my fanfictions
realizing that not only can i write my own fanfictions for my favorite ships but that i can write fanfictions of my favorite OC's ive created in various fandoms throughout the year and just keep expanding on them until they are basically a real character to me

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i identify as heteroflexible
you mention dogs and i’m there
spitballing for my zombie apocalypse destiel AU
the gist is that instead of a hunter network the US gov encountered supernatural entities in the 70s and covered them up from the general public. eventually everything goes haywire and spirits are released in the form of sulfur fires causing a worldwide apocalypse.
john worked as a federal security guard and, years before the outbreak, saw something he shouldn't have while on duty. government responded by attempting to annihilate his entire family (via a staged house fire).
basically what's supernatural and what's natural is inverted -- after mary passes dean and sam grow up with a humdrum, overprotected life, no knowledge of what their father saw or what the gov is doing. maybe john even throws them into WITSEC.
and then john passes and leaves behind a paper trail of his knowledge about the gov's involvement that dean has to follow across the country, allowing him to cross paths with castiel.
main conflict is with dean deciding to either honor his father's wishes (avenge his dead mother, make the US gov his enemy) or castiel's (save the world, make the Supernatural his enemy). this part is a little fuzzy because honestly he should take down both, shouldn't he? i am still workshopping. oh yeah also Castiel is a priest and not an angel.
characters:
Dean Winchester: 24 Dean is the everyman who gets slighted into a very precarious position: where he has to choose to save, or destroy. Unfortunately his whole life he feels like he only destroys - relationships, his future (dropped out of high school), love life, everything. He feels as if that’s what he does best, that it’s the only thing he can do. But its not what he wants, he has some deep urges to save and create (seen through his skills in fixing cars). But regardless of that he feels worthless when it comes down to it. Unworthy. So therefore if Dean represents everyman, his choice must be all of ours: do we even deserve to be saved? Him choosing to save humanity is just a further extent of choosing to save himself - choosing to not just live but flourish. He has to complete this arc over the entire story: from initially wanting to destroy the foundation and avenge his family, then deciding to reshape his life outside of those terms and salvage. When it comes to creating, Dean figures it was much easier to destroy. He’d seen it with cars.
Castiel: 28 ish - priest as a connection to heaven -views mortal lust / love as a sin, has “devotes life” to christ, dean convinces him otherwise - jimmy doesn’t exist, but his life is similar to castiel’s mentioned backstory before priesthood - true goodness comes from choice and action, not from authority Castiel is going to be completely naive. He works as a priest and has remained immune to government propaganda his entire life - does not know much about it, has never worked for them, no family connections, nothing. So instead he approaches the world with this naive goodness that just exhausts people like Dean who have been stuck with bad people for his entire life. Castiel truly worships the christian god. This god is never referenced as a physical being / has no physical power over the narrative, but Castiel insists he exists. in fact he insists so much that the reader begins to question if there will be a divine intervention in the story - but there never is. Only Cas's intuition, which is always oddly right. This mirrors what faith is like for humans. Because no matter what happens Cas holds onto his belief, even without visual or physical reassurances.
Sam Winchester: 20 - at Stanford to become a lawyer/activist - not his fic #sorry - boy with demon blood: absolutely irrelevant. Lol. just like the show.
John Winchester: dead John is a good man, especially prior to his life falling apart. He had a cushy stable government job (guard at post at one of the facilities in California), and a loving family, he was a good and present father. Then the fire happened and he moved from home, changed his identity, got paranoid. John was hunted by the government and his own grief until he became a shell of the man he once was. Takes out frustrations on his sons, is frequently absent, obsesses over the past, basically becomes who he was in the show. Kept the kids with Bobby. Saw himself in a broken light: part of him believed his task as righteous, the other half grieved what he had lost in the fire. hunts for info on the US gov for years. eventually passes from a heart attack. natural causes.
i made a timeline which means i'm serious about this. i also made trailer which means i'm an absolute nerd.
writing a fic that's a political piece wrapped in a shiny destiel bow
this gif is literally the piece of evidence that fully swayed me into believing cockles was at least *somewhat* real.
i normally don't ship celebrities and their costars, but whatever these two have going on... it's just... too realistic, at this point, for me (or them) to deny anything.
like, if jenmish were to reveal tomorrow that all of the flirting and innuendos and constant touches were *actually* just "for the bit". or if they were to come out and say they were straight, their relationship was platonic, or whatever --- i wouldn't believe them. i would believe they were lying.
just evaluate their dynamic for the 15 years or so. this relationship is far from a labored decades-long game of gay chicken. it's foreplay.
so, on the topic of foreplay, lets return to the gif.
san diego 2016 comic con, season 12. fan asks a camping-related question to jared about having the show reflect onto their real life experiences.
direct quote: since you’ve started the show have you, for example, been camping and thought, oh what is that, a wendigo?
jared answers the question with a quick anecdote. but focus instead on jensen's immediate reaction to the word "camping". he turns and looks at misha with a knowing smile. misha also starts laughing, sneaking a glance at jensen before they return to the panel where jared has been talking.
well, looks like *something* happened to jensen and misha on a camping trip. there's a story they're not telling.
fortunately for us i've been on a cockles bender for the past 48 hours, so the "camping" reference caught my attention.
misha wrote a poem called "men in woods" which tells the story about two male friends who may or may not have kissed before going on a homoerotic camping trip where they do totally platonic things like sleep under the stars and skinny dip in a stream.
misha serves as the narrator and the other guy remains unnamed, but come on, its jensen. it's obviously jensen.
who else talks has KNEE PROBLEMS, is in a BAND, and GOES CAMPING/HIKING IN HIS FREE TIME?
the very essence of the man in the poem is jensen. the bravado, the showing off, the "whining", the contrast of his "boyish" and "grown-man" behaviors, the way jensen and misha met when they were 31 and 35, which tracks perfectly with these behaviors.
the poem is definitely romantic, but in a juvenile sense. misha sounds like a teenager. he's questioning if the other guy likes him, or LIKES him, he's flirting/teasing him about his bum knee, the other guy is going to burn him a copy of the cd they were listening to, blah blah blah. very cliche, very rom-com. it's the kind of mating ritual you'd expect from two high schoolers. so even though they don't do anything explicit in the poem, it's heavily implied --- or at least, the underlying feelings are implied.
so lets piece it together. the 2016 panel question made jen/mish both remember *that one camping trip*. That one camping trip was the one from the poem, and therefore one of romantic nature.
they laugh over it for a split second and move on. maybe they brought it up later, where of course there are no cameras.
unfortunate that my cockles psychosis is my most liked post but whatever

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i have changed my username and achieved my true Form.
destiel in comparison to
"i'll take care of you."
"it's rotten work."
"not to me. not if it's you."