Marked Inks

my article about music recently got published! haha it was kind of a spontaneous piece that i wrote upon waking up and before eating. lol. also, it's been a very long while since i wrote something on my own. almost all my published work are collaborations. for some time, i just felt like i can't do it solo.

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everything's a game

and we're all players

or so you believe

you seemed serious

and it felt real

i've seen mysterious

and you weren't it

cute, relaxed, fun, funny

our conversations were

i liked talking to you until it got blurred

i wanted a game

but somehow i

also wanted we end up

together-- with 'moreover', 'further', and even beyond

confusions spark

and i ask myself

"are you willing to risk losing

as long as he's there,

but just playing?"

everything's a game

and we're all players

or so you agreed.

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ooh it's been a while since i wrote something. haha this was made last year, December 28. at least i've written a poem before that crazy year ended.

the past is still part of who i am/was, right? i believe so too. i like to accept that part of me. it carried me through good (and shitty) old times.

i haven't been writing much the last few years... because of too much emotion, or lack thereof.

(after yearsssss, i changed my avatar! lol will change the entire blog design eventually too)

anyway, i wrote something few nights ago and i kinda liked it! will post it soon. maybe tonight? time only knows for sure. lol.

happy new year.

are you feeling hopeful?