Weekend blues
17.9.17
Dear M,Β
It's been a long time that you've been here. You've been completely busy that you've almost forgotten about me. I'm glad you came back. I know, you missed me as much as I do. Feel free to write whatever what you want to. I'm almost at a lost for words. I wanted to make you new poems, but I can't seem to make coherent ones. Instead, I'm writing you this. I'm bored, frustrated, sad and mostly lonely. Specially today, I feel very lonely. Words and songs can't seem to cure this loneliness. I need an outlet and I thought this would be a good one. I want to do so many things, but loneliness came in. It's been like this for so long. Loneliness found its home in me. It just won't go away easily. Why though? I want it so bad to go away. Thinking of the future makes me lonelier than I am now. Perhaps, I'll be so used to it that it won't affect me as much. Perhaps, I'll be lonely forever and I'll be okay. π
Always,Β
C
