Maria Elizabeth

I tell people I’m just tired. For once, I’d like to hear someone say ‘Of what?’

What am I supposed to do now with the plans I had for us? You are not here anymore…

We stopped talking, and now I can feel it again Missing you, it comes in waves One minute I’m fine, then a song comes on the radio And I break down It feels like losing you for the first time all over again.

Its another late night, not surprising. I’ve spent many just thinking about you, thinking about us. However, there isn’t an ‘us’ anymore. I constantly think about texting you or calling you. Just any type of communication with you would put me at peace and maybe even settle these restless nights. I know it wouldn’t be any good, and my pride is holding me back, but maybe if I talk to you, you would change your mind. You would realize that you still want me. Then again, I know that would not be your response.

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I can’t get over you,” she told me, and I felt slight satisfaction at the feet of my heartbreak. “I think the reason I can’t get over you is because I don’t actually want to. I want to wake up next to you, I want to kiss your lips and hold your hand, I want to support you through all your decisions and be there for you when you need me. I don’t want to get over you. I don’t even know how to,” she whispered. “How can I get over someone I want to spend the rest of my life with?

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