resilient dreamer

i forgive myself for the things i did when i was younger

truth is always simple. it’s lies that’s not

just because it seems hard and so far away, doesn’t mean you can’t reach it. it just needs a little more time, and that’s ok. it’s gonna happen when it’s supposed to happen. believe in your dreams, believe in yourself. believe that whatever is happening right now is to prepare you to reach your dreams. do everything with good intentions. believe that everything happens for a reason. believe in your dreams, believe that what you desire, desires you too.

i think it hurts a lot when someone say to you: you’re not taking this seriously. like do you even know what i had to give up to be here? to show up every fucking day? if i’m not serious, i would’ve left months ago, and yet here i am still. thank god this has an expiration date. once it’s through, you won’t see me anymore.

suatu saat nanti, ketika ada kalanya ingatanmu membawamu padaku, pada setiap kenangan kita… aku harap engkau mengingatku sebagai orang yang tulus mencintaimu. tanpa paksaan. tanpa mengharapkan apa-apa. ketika hari itu datang, aku harap engkau tau bahwa aku baik-baik saja. dan kuharap, kau pun begitu.

just because your time hasn’t come, doesn’t mean you’re late. no need to compare your journey with others, it is not a race. let go of your worries, your chance will come too. soon you’ll finally understand why the universe made you wait.

Sometimes things don’t go as planned but I believe it’s for the best. My situation isn’t the same as everyone else, but then everybody has their own problems to solve. People don’t always agree with what we do, but then again it’s our journey to sail. And it’s not like I’m throwing an opportunity away. But I’m a firm believer that what’s for me will find it’s way to me. What’s coming will come and we’ll meet it when it does.

In 5 years this would all be funny stories