Prawie motylek

“You can only give your heart away once - after that, you give as much as you have left…”

“You are a part of me, even if I never see you again.”

You didn't just break my heart — you killed every ounce of hope in me, leaving only the ghost of who I was, now, too broken to be free.

“I have a skull thick enough to take on the world but my toughest enemies are not external, they’re inside my skull and they like to fucking dance right before my sleep.”

What keeps you awake at night? The things I never say out loud. The people I miss, the things I never said, every mistake I wish I could take back, and every "what if" that refuses to leave me alone. It's the life I imagined, the life I'm actually living, and the life I don't know how to build. It's wondering if I wasted another day, if anything will ever really change, and the quiet fear that tomorrow will feel exactly like today.

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

“Do you ever feel like the people who mean the most aren’t the people you see the most? Lately I just feel like I’m not putting my heart where it matters.”

Despite all the wreckage, all the empty promises, all the nights spent wondering why I was never enough to stay for- there is still a foolish, exhausted part of me that believes love is real.

“Maybe our favourite quotations say more about us than about the stories and people we’re quoting.”

“I don’t care about anyone, and the feeling is quite obviously mutual.”