We're Sinners; Not Saints.
There are seven deadly sins. Every single person in the world will experience each sin. I have already. People are brought into this world with high expectations, high hopes, love, and trust. Everything will change eventually. Everything you grow up to believe in will soon fade away and die. You have to stop expecting so much in this world because everything will have its end and it will hurt when it fails.
Envy. Lust. Gluttony. Pride. Sloth. Wrath. Greed.
I envy a lot. Believe it or not. I want so much that I can't have and not because I can't buy it or have it, but because it's not mine. I want what other people around me have. I envy them because I believe somehow that I will never have what everyone has and I want that. I envy the people that are happy. I want their happiness. I see people smiling and laughing; just having an amazing time and I am so envious of their good time. I want to be happy again. I envy your happiness.
I lust towards people. I lust towards people I can't have. In my eyes, having a sexual desire is not wrong, but having a sexual desire towards people I can't have is wrong especially when I'm with someone; mostly because it makes me feel like crap when I think of people I can''t have, but also because I'm dating someone. I don't lust over the men I've had because I had them. They were mine, yes I was attracted towards them, but I truly crave other people. I'm guilty of wanting people I can't have.
Gluttony.. it's defined as having a desire for food and well who doesn't love to eat? I love to eat, I'm slightly overweight. I hate that I am, but I am what I am. When it comes to food I will eat because it taste good. I've been made fun of, bullied, cyber bullied. I've learned to live with it and just ignore these bastards. If I'm okay with myself then that is all that matters.
I win a lot of arguments. I also lose a lot of arguments. The difference between those is that when I do lose, I will not admit that I lost because I was too proud of my argument. I contain a lot of pride. There are sometimes when I'm not proud of my actions, but I won't admit my faults because then I would be wrong. My pride will overpower my emotions and thoughts.
I'm lazy. I have days where I will sleep in till 3 pm. Not a care as to how badly I'm ruining my daily schedules, but I'm just a tired person. Over several years, I've learned to just not care. I have become a heartless and careless person. I'm careless towards people and towards the man everyone so willingly respects. I do not care for my faults and I do not care for any words i speak.
Wrath. We're all a little crazy and we all go a little nuts when something doesn't go as planned. I hate a lot. I hate life, people, a lot of things. Don't get me wrong, I love my family because they're my family and I have to, but I have so much hatred in me that I don't even believe in love. I hate love. Love is pathetic and overrated. I can lay around for hours and just think of all these people that I hate. All these people I want to get revenge from. I hate people I don't even know because it's just easier. It causes me pain, but I guess I don't care.
We all want more than we already have. You have 20$, but want 30$. You have nice clothes, but want the newest trends. We're all greedy. Even when we try not to be greedy, we still are. But that's not our fault. We were raised always wanting more. Everyone is, but we can't always get more. We have to settle with what we have and sometimes that isn't so bad. I'm greedy. I want so much more than what I have, but I'm fine with what I have. I have a loving family. A crazy family, but still loving. I have friends, food, shelter, and clothes.
We all make mistakes. We all want more. We all have hatred inside of us. We're all different in several ways, but when it comes down to the main thing, we're all the same in just one specific way.
You are not a saint. We are the sinners.
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