i let a bond so strong go because i was in pain. it amazes me the dumb things we do because of pain, and fear. i let someone who didn’t deserve even a piece of my heart have all of it and i left you there. that night laying in my bed while i sobbed and you held me plays in my head non stop. not a single day goes by that i do not regret telling you no. we were supposed to go see a movie, horror movies were our thing GOD I MISS OUR THINGS. I MISS KNOWING SOMEONES SOUL LIKE I KNOW YOURS. YOU SAW EVERY INCH OF MY SOUL AND YOU SEEMED TO LOVE IT DESPITE HOW FUCKING BROKEN IT WAS. YOU DIDNT SEE IT AS BROKEN. YOU SAW MY POTENTIAL. I HAVE KNOWN YOU IN SO MANY PAST LIVES IM SURE OF IT. WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO BE THE LIFE WHERE I RUINED IT, WHERE I LET YOU GO. PLEASE COME BACK. it’s so fucking selfish of me to think any of this because you’re so happy with her. you two are perfect for each other. she was ready for you in a way i wasn’t. i said awful things to ignore the fact that i was scared. she’s so fucking perfect for you in every way. if the moon was a women it would be her.