Cause you're a sky full of stars
I'm gonna give you my heart.
You're a sky full of stars
Cause you light up the path.
I don't care, go on
tear me apart
I don't care if you do.
Cause in a sky full of stars,
I think I saw you.
Falling: What does your muse think about falling in love or commitment?
Hisoka think's it's beautiful, falling in love. Dangerous, and risky, but beautiful. She's seen how losing someone you love can hurt deeply— she watched Angelo lose her uncle, and she watched Victor lose Jinhee— but the one thing both men have in common is that they've never, ever regretted loving their partners. They still love and cherish their partners memories. That level of love and commitment is something Hisoka simply finds beautiful. I don't think I'd say she longs for that kind of love, but she does often wonder if anyone could love her like that.
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“ you don’t have to hide your tears from me . ”
“ you’re doing great , okay ?? i mean it . ”
“ you are so strong . ”
“ please don’t ever give up . ”
“ i will always believe in you . ”
“ why do you always think you have to do everything on your own ?? ”
“ it’s okay , i’m here . i’ll always be here . ”
“ you’ve always been strong for me . let me return the favor . ”
“ just listen to my heartbeat , okay ?? ”
“ come on , take a deep breath . it’s gonna be alright . ”
“ please , just hold me . ”
“ you always meant the world to me . i’m sorry i let you forget that . ”
“ i never stopped loving you . ”
“ you’ll feel better if you talk about it . i’m here to listen . ”
“ you’re so much more than the mistakes you’ve made . ”
“ i forgive you . ”
“ you are so fucking powerful . ”
“ i’m not leaving you here . ”
“ i trust you more than anyone else in this universe . ”
“ it’s okay to be confused . nobody has all the answers . ”
“ i’m so , so sorry . you didn’t deserve that . ”
“ healing is not linear , but it’s always moving forward . ”
“ you can admit that you’re hurting . it’s okay to not be okay . ”
“ hold my hand ?? ”
“ you are my home . ”
“ no matter what anyone else says , you are so important to me . ”
“ don’t worry . i’ll protect you . ”
“ shh , it was just a nightmare . you’re safe . ”
“ don’t talk about yourself like that . ”
“ just say the word . you know i’d do anything for you . ”
“ you are loved . ”
“ i just need a hug . ”
“ i’ll destroy anything that so much as thinks of harming you . ”
“ don’t ever let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are . ”
“ you’re not alone . you’re stuck with me forever . sorry . ”
“ well , hello sleeping beauty . you fell asleep on me . ”
“ if you don’t take your butt back to bed , i will carry you there myself . ”
“ i’m sorry to wake you up , but i really need someone to talk to . ”
“ i hate seeing you like this … please , let me help . ”
“ you are & always will be precious to me . ”
“ i can’t believe that asshole said that to you . it’s not true , you know . ”
“ you want me to punch him in the face ?? ”
“ you deserve every good thing in the world . ”
“ you know i always have your back . ”
“ you don’t have to worry about anything , as long as i’m around . ”
“ stop apologizing , okay ?? i’ve already told you i’ve forgiven you a hundred times now . ”
“ don’t beat yourself up over this . be kind to yourself , it’s not your fault . ”
Send one (or a few) to my muse and they’ll answer:
Spiders: Does your muse squish bugs or put them outside?
The Dark: Did your muse sleep with a nightlight as a child?
Snakes: Would your muse ever keep an unusual/exotic pet?
Blood: What’s the worst injury your muse has ever had?
Clowns: Does your muse prefer comedy? Or horror?
Mirrors: What is your muse’s least favorite thing about their appearance?
Tight Space: Does your muse ever feel that they’re not living up to their own potential?
Closet Monsters: Does your muse hide any aspects of their personality/life from others?
Crowds: What does your muse think of big cities?
Death: Name one thing your muse has lost that they wish they could get back.
Ghosts: Has your muse ever seen something they couldn’t explain?
Needles: Does your muse have a strong stomach?
Curses: Does your muse believe in good/bad luck? How about karma?
Heights: Is your muse a risk-taker?
Solitude: Name 3 things your muse couldn’t live without.
Fire: Would your muse rather be very cold, or very hot?
Failure: Has your muse ever given up on an important dream?
Abandonment: How would your muse win back someone who left them?
The Unknown: Is your muse a philosophical person?
Boogeyman: What position does your muse sleep in?
Falling: What does your muse think about falling in love or commitment?
Change: What was a turning point in your muse’s life?
Disease: What does your muse do on a sick day?
Number 13: Does your muse believe any superstitions?
Noise: Name one sound your muse finds absolutely unbearable.
Insects: Name something your muse finds gross or annoying.
Dolls: Has your muse ever collected something?
Getting Old: Would your muse rather live 50 years loved, or 200 years alone?
Social Phobia: Does your muse consider themselves an outgoing person?
That much is simple, evident, plain as day. It's a fact. The sky is blue, grass is green, turtles are reptiles, and Hisoka loves Dongchul. Unconditionally, with her whole heart, she loves him.
She'd deny it until her dying breath, though. Maybe even past it. Like hell she'd ever let him know- because while she might consider him to be her best friend, she knows that to him, she's just a distraction. A means to escape the stress of the daily grind. Her place in his life was evident by the simple fact that they only spent time together in one of three situations:
During his regular visits to Sunrise,
During their training sessions, and
During their late-night rendezvous.
To be quite honest, were it not for their training sessions, Hisoka might think that all she is to him is a decent lay and a pretty girl that gives him free drinks if he looks sad enough.
But they do train together, and she knows she's more than just a pretty face in his bed. She knows he cares about her, in his own weird way. Maybe if she squints hard enough she can delude herself into thinking he sees her as a friend too. She can convince herself, if she day dreams enough, that when he's walking down the streets of Seoul that every now and again something in a window catches his eye and reminds him of her, or maybe that when something funny or frustrating happens at work he makes a mental note in the back of his mind to tell her about it when he drops by later. If she really leans in and reads into everything just a little too much, she can believe she's his best friend too. She can make herself believe, for just a moment, he loves her too.
In her defense, it wasn't like she had feelings for him she's pretty sure, anyways. The love she holds for him is purely platonic she's 99% certain. Because he's her best friend, of course she loves him. You can't just not love your best friend, after all. Can you truly call someone your best friend if you don't love them? Hisoka doesn't think so. It's only natural that Hisoka's heart swells with affection whenever she sees Dongchul's smirk-hidden smile, or the rare genuine smile that tugs both corners of his mouth upwards. It's only natural that her laughter bubbles up past her lips when he cracks a joke laced with a sarcasm that only they would understand. When her chest puffs out with pride over his praise during their training and sparring, surely, no one could fault her for that.
And as the months pass it becomes increasingly clear to the blonde that Dongchul does care about her. His method of showing it is a little unorthodox, but hey, so is hers. It's a small thing to start, really. On the way back to his place her stomach rumbled, and he stopped and picked up food first, no questions asked. It was odd, since this wasn't the usual 'eating-out' that was done in his kitchen, but it was nice. They ate, and they talked, joked around, had a drink to wash it all down with- and when his lips met hers he tasted of his order that she'd already committed to memory and half-decent beer. By all accounts, it should be pretty gross, and she cringed knowing she probably didn't fare much better, but to them it didn't seem to matter. At least, not being minty fresh wasn't enough to stop them.
That was the first time it occurred to her that it didn't always have to be "perfect", whatever that is. She didn't have to be perfect to see him, to hang out with him, to have him whispering screaming her name into the night with every roll of her hips. Because they weren't perfect. He was flawed, and so was she, and they even together they weren't perfect. They were still flawed. Their flaws weren't suddenly fixed when they were together, they weren't suddenly made whole. They don't complete each other, but they do compliment each other in a way that no one else quite does.
Even still, Hisoka knew that he was her best friend— the only friend she had that wasn't family. Dal and Dae were her brothers, Jiwoo is her sister, but Dongchul? He's just Dongchul. Simple as that. He was simply *her dude*. Her best friend she fell into bed with from time to time. And just the same way Hisoka loved Dal, and Dae, and Jiwoo, she loved him too.
Fiercely, unconditionally, with her whole heart, she loves him.
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Luci ran his fingers through his hair in irritation. He had been perfectly fine. He could genuinely laugh and not be scared after the attack that happened two years ago. Why did she have to shatter everything again? She came like a hurricane that destroyed everything on its path. It’s like he’s back at square one.
‘Fuck, she never really cared about you. Until now she doesn’t. She only cared about herself.’ Frustrated, Luci tore the drawing from his sketchbook and threw it in the garbage bin.
As he sat back down on the couch, a slight movement was picked up by his ears and the man finally looked up at his surroundings. His frown quickly turned into a smile, “Oh hey. I didn’t see you there,” he beckoned the person to sit beside him. “What’s up? Do you need something?”
It wasn’t unusual for her brother to spend an hour or two (or four) up on the rooftop of Sunrise. All too often would Leona see him walk in, say hi, and then head upstairs with his sketchbook to have some time to himself. Sometimes she wouldn’t even see him come in, but she’d find him up there come close anyways. It was something that she was used to, because it wasn’t at all unusual.
What was unusual, however, was the way his smile didn’t quite reach his eyes today.
That was rather peculiar.
Weekdays were generally slow, almost painfully so... the bar was nearly empty... surely, taking a bit longer of a break would be alright, wouldn’t it? Jiwoo could handle being in charge for a bit. And she’d only be upstairs if things got busy, for whatever reason, and it was nearly closing time anyways- and there was this nagging feeling in the pit of her stomach telling her to go check up on her brother...
“Jiji, watch the bar until I get back, okay? I’m heading upstairs. Call me if you need me, babe.” she spoke to her best friend as she took off her waist apron and made haste upstairs.
The djinn was stunned when the opening and close of the heavy door to the rooftop didn’t get his attention, and even more stunned by the frown etched on his features. It wasn’t until she was practically beside him that he acknowledged her presence and offered her a smile, which she returned with a sad smile of her own. Leona plopped down on the couch next to Luciano and rested her head upon his shoulder.
“No, nothing’s up with me. Just wanted to come see you, is all.” she said in... mostly honesty. Nothing was up with her. She did want to come see him, if only to make sure he was feeling okay. “You just seemed a bit off when you said hey earlier, so I wanted to see if you were alright. Not to mention, you were pretty spaced out, dude. Somethin’ just seems up.”
As soon as the barista turned around, Yeonjun almost had to ask if she had seen her before. She looked a bit familiar but with the people he interacts with on a daily basis, he really couldn’t put a finger on it. “Uhm, I’ll just have a draft beer for now,” the arachne pulled all of his composure and smiled brightly at the barista. “It’s quite a peaceful night huh?” Yeonjun’s eyes roamed around the quiet bar as he tried to wrack his mind and find out where he had seen the woman in front of him. Was she an enemy or perhaps she is just another frequent customer at the flower shop or the convenience store that he worked for. Hopefully, it was the latter since Yeonjun is in no shape or form, capable of fighting right now.
Bright blue eyes of a trained assassin scanned over the form of the young man at her bar and she gave him a beaming smile. The way he tucked his arms close and tried his best to cover them wasn’t lost on her, but she didn’t think very much of it. Young, pretty boy coming into a bar alone on a weeknight? Poor guy was probably shy. Maybe he was a bit of a shut in? Maybe he was pushing his boundaries, learning how to enjoy his own company as many young people were doing. There were so many reasons this guy could have for making himself look smaller than he is, for him to fidget with the sleeves of his jacket-
She was gonna be super nice to him, she decided.
She flashed him a smile bright enough to rival her eyes, “One draft, comin’ right up. You got a preference? Or just the house special?” she asked as she set into motion, turning to grab a pint glass, pausing in front of the tap for a moment before pouring his drink of choice for the night. “Oh yeah, weeknights tend to be pretty quiet,” she spoke with a gentle smile on her glossed lips as she laid the frothy glass before her patron. “Sometimes they’re too quiet, y’know? But they’re not all too bad! Leaves plenty of time to talk to people, if they’re in a talkin’ mood.”
Pick your poison, but I’m not the menu // open starter
Weeknights were never what one would call “busy” at Sunrise.
So much so that Hisoka found herself organizing bottles for fun most nights, or polished glasses until she could see her reflection in them. Okay, maybe not that literally, but managing the upkeep of the place was far better than doing nothing all day. The djinn had considered looking into having the bar host those paint and wine nights or something, if only to add a bit of liveliness to the space during her shifts.
That’s not to say that the place was totally empty, to be fair. Sunrise simply looked more like a simple bar with a few regulars rather than the bumping club it usually is on the nights of weekends. Sunrise boasted a modern, but comfortable atmosphere. Not so modern it feels upscale by any means, but it’s more than your dingy drive bar. Maybe that was the reason they even had regulars on weeknights? Did people who came to bars on weeknights do it for the atmosphere? Hisoka honestly had no idea, she just ran the place. Didn’t matter very much which two ways why they were here.
Her back had been turned when she heard someone slide into of the bar-stools near her, and the blonde called out over her shoulder as she struggled to put a bottle of rum back up on the shelf it belonged on, “I’ll be with ya in just a minute!” With one last stretch on her tippy-toes she managed to push the bottle back in its place with the label facing the front. She gave it a wide, satisfied grin as she nodded in accomplishment, “There we go! Now! What can I getcha?” she asked as she turned around to face the patron at the bar.
The blonde rolled her eyes are the younger girl, “Yes, I know, but think about it Su! There’s no fire escape from my window. BUT!” the Djinn channeled her magic within her, slowly shifting from her calves down into a cloudy mist before snapping back to a solid form, “If I just turn us into mist we can sneak out! Dad won’t even realize we’re gone! Then I’m not breaking curfew, you’re not going against your punishment for sassing him at the meeting last week, and we get to go to the concert.”
The blonde had satisfied smirk on her lips, and a cheeky hand on her hips. “The only tricky part is gonna be convincing him we’re.... y’know. Studying or some shit.”
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“This?” the Djinn gestured to an icy cup filled with iced coffee far larger than any being, human or otherwise, has any business drinking. The contents were a little under half way drained, and the blonde’s bright blue eyes were wide open, “It’s coffee! Well, it’s espresso. 30 shots, to be exact, with 18 shots of white chocolate mocha syrup,” she punctuated her statement with a sip, “And yes, it’s a heart attack in a cup, you don’t even have to ask.”
🌆: do you get homesick easily? + 🌉: in your opinion, what's the biggest obstacle one can face?
🌆: do you get homesick easily?
Oh, big time. I hate being away from the pack. I don’t think I could ever bear to be away from them for like, longer than 3 days without crying like a little bitch. I’m willing to drag myself on this. I’m a daddy’s girl and the longest I’ve ever gone without seeing him was the 3 weeks I spent in a coma after taking like 6 bullets for him.
🌉: in your opinion, what's the biggest obstacle one can face?
I think it’s different for everyone, because we all live such vastly different lives. I think, ultimately, it boils down to facing your demons. Your inner demons are specific to you, and one day, whether you like it or not, they’re going to come for you. For me, it’s loss. Failure. The loss of my father, the loss of the countless lives who passed in the attack. The failure of not being able to keep them safe. But like I said, it’s different for everyone.
