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ok basically i've been gone for a while. i didn't mean to disappear completely but i had been conflicted on what to do with this account for around a year and ignoring it seemed easiest. at this point i don't know if anyone will read this or even see it but im writing this at midnight and i figure sending it into the void will feel like closure. i'm not going to lie i miss this blog a lot, i miss all of the mutuals i made and the dumb shit i posted and the drama no one Really cared about and the immense amount of talent the people in this fandom had. i also acknowledge that i'm not the same person i was before, ive moved on and despite being gone for around a year it's been closer to two and a half since i felt the same connection to dnp that i did when i created this blog in the first place. it's been through a LOT and i honestly wouldn't change that for the world. to anyone who may be reading this, i want to thank you for changing my life and helping me grow in such a caring community. i want to save my blog as an archive of all the memories i've made, this blog has been around since i was 13 (?) and as embarrassing as it is, it's something i built myself. but now that the sappy shit is over i guess i'll provide a few updates?? i just got back from vidcon for the second year! that's right bitches i'm not completely over youtube. i also turned 17 a few weeks ago and that feels weird to say. it's summer, i'm working on college applications and short films since i'm a dumbass and want to be a filmmaker when i'm older. i'm also going to be a senior class officer next year which i'm super hyped about!! in terms of embarrassing interests though i'm fuckimg stupid and got into esp*rts and bideo games (specifically overw*tch... if you relate dm me let's chat). ill also probably make a separate post but i've been active on my aesthetic blog @cryptidbias !! i'm trying to re-find the people i followed on this blog because i really miss all of you (im dumb what can i say). anyways, its been a time and uhhhhh dont cry because its over smile because it happened