mama bun

goodbye.

i suppose there’s no reason for me to use this account anymore :<

things have become pointless i believe

i feel like i should stop posting on here, my little one isn’t around at the moment so i’m not really a cg i guess. actually i don’t know if i have a little at the moment it’s very confusing i’m confused and that’s how it’s been lately, i should sleep,, im thinking to hard and ill start crying again.

i love being up at ungodly hours because i’ve been contemplating food all day.

ive been so alone lately but i think im learning to be by myself and be alone in a good way

it’s already august????? it still feels like last year.

thinking about changing my hairstyle,, and it’s so happening

i know i’ve not been doing great mentally but the idea of caring for him and just hearing that he needs his mommy would probably fix everything even just for a little while but ill just keep to thinking about such a comforting and safe thought

the next food post i see im gonna get so sick,,

i wish things were easier, i wish life wasn’t so difficult and i wish i could provide those i care about with the ability to no longer be in pain or suffering. but i can’t and it’s killing me