am I unforgivable or is it just thursday

i’ve been feeling like a loser because well i’ve been engaging in loser behaviour and activities like not looking after myself

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

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sorry i'm being an absent friend i'm being an absent self too

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my body knows something that i don’t and i can’t get her to talk to me

I need a blowjob but I don’t have a penis or a strap on and I’m not taking off my pants so you’re just gonna have to figure it out

There's this light that doesn't work anymore in my house. I still switch it on, forgetting that it doesn't work anymore. It takes time for me to remember things. But once I did. I can't forget. Names are hard for me. Even in movies, I can't tell apart people until I reach, like, halfway into it. In most movies, I don't even care to remember the names because it will be over; I remember them by their first letter or something. But once it is in my memory, it gets built by repetition, constant reminders, and love. They seem not to erase. More like they are harder to erase. When my mind cannot remember for shit, I can't forget either. I still switch on the light that doesn't work. I still think about you.

big day for girls that had to come to terms with the fact that love will never fix your life or everything that’s fucked up in your head

I hate that when you’re stressed enough your body just starts falling apart. I think it should realize you’re already stressed and don’t need that and start functioning better actually