Mallowdrop

I like to think that those who help themselves will inevitably draw help or inspiration to themselves from others. If you work very hard and give it all you've got, you'll prosper with your goals and in life in general. And maybe if something isn't working out for you, then you need to analyze what's not working and what is. And focus on improving the things in your life that aren't up to snuff (as long as it's something humanly possible).

That's why I get so upset when people say "Gimme gimme gimme" because they're in need, homeless, can't pay for their car. Don't get me wrong, it's not *because* of these things that have happened to you, that make me upset. It's when people don't put forth any effort on their part, and want the world to fall in their lap and help them out for nothing in return.

Words are cheap nowadays, and it's depressing to say it.

It's one thing to strive to improve your life and things *out of your control* happen to you and your loved ones. It's a completely different situation when you're running in circles doing the same things you've always done, and having the audacity to scream "GIMME GIMME" because you look like a turkey with it's head cut off and you hope someone will take care of your problems for you. If you're doing the same thing over and over and striving for a different result, it's called Insanity. So why would you continue to do X and not bother to do Y? 

Am I your best friend?

I know I just renewed http://paperwish.net but I'm not going to be using it anymore.

I want to be able to sit up properly, and pick up my cat, and not be afraid of getting out of bed.

Yesterday people from the UK charged $140+ worth of food to my card.

But today we got a good pet transport company in our belts to teleport our five kitties to California. :D So things are looking better.

Totally alone right now. Realizing I don't do well with being alone.

How I'm gonna survive in Cali is gonna be interesting.

A youtube vlog. I'm gonna do it for myself and give me something to work towards.

But it was not a failure.

When clients out of the blue decide that they're switching platforms on you without telling you, what do you do? Try to convert the work you were doing to that platform?

Or start over with something more fitting? I don't even.