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@ulfhrafnx asked for an oracle card.

THE PLAGUE ;; (Element: Air)

purging, isolation, overcoming anxiety

Anxious and alone the Plague begins, aware that it is destined to affect millions, yet unsure whether what it brings will be joy or sorrow. It knows only that it must spread.

You are capable of transferring your energy, your message, to more people than you can fathom in this moment. Look inwards, and ask yourself, 'What is my message? How can I best communicate it to others? Am I helping? Healing?'

As you meditate upon these questions, you may wish to challenge yourself by transforming the negative into the positive, beginning with two of the effects that the infamous Black Death had upon its victims: Purging and isolation. As you refine the ideas you wish to spread to the world, can you purge any past emotions that may muddy your message? Any beliefs that may no longer be yours? And can you embrace this brief period of isolation whilst you craft your greatest creation yet? Take your time — when you are ready, so will be your audience, and you may then find yourself with more attention than you know what to do with!

THE TEA LEAF ;; (Element: Earth)

soothing, stimulating, enlightenment, awakening

A common tool for divination within the Asylum, the Tea Leaf gives nourishment of a different kind — an awakening of the senses, a gentle nudging of the spirit towards expansion.

i wasn't able to attend the buffy convention at torrence high school yesterday but thanks to a friend of mine, he was able to not only get me a signed autographed photo but sent a video of juliet thanking me for the tea cup candle i made for her (can be viewed under the cut). it's such an honor to know that one of my creations will be part of her home and enjoyed by one of my favorite actresses.

@madxcaptain asked for an oracle card.

THE STRAIT WAISTCOAT ;; (Element: Spirit)

The element of Spirit is present in all things, and is the divine force behind everything. The cards in this suit lead you directly into the depths of yourself, asking you to attend to issues from your past that may be limiting your spiritual development, and opening your heart to love and wholeness.

questioning boundaries, taking responsibility

The Strait Waistcoat asks you to consider the ways in which you may be limiting yourself. We often go through our lives believing that the boundaries we exist within have been set by others, never realising that the Waistcoat we are wearing has in fact been willingly donned and tied very, very tightly by ourselves. Perhaps you found that your self expression was not appreciated, and so you folded your arms so you could no longer create. Perhaps your potential was intimidating to another, and so you bound yourself so as not to upset them. Or perhaps you wrapped your arms around yourself and tied them there in the mistaken belief that it would keep you safe. But, if you journey back to where your limiting thoughts, beliefs, and fears originated, you will find that the very same fingers that tied the knot can also untie it.