I'm Only Here For Playtime

INTRODUCTORY

I’m Malakai, also called Kai. I’m a Vancouver Coastal Sea Wolf (also called Vancouver Island Wolf and Coastal Wolf), as well as other things. I’ve been awakened for quite a few months now, but have always had species dysphoria, envy, and euphoria. Welcome to my little corner of the internet.

I’m a Polytherian, Polykin, Polylink, Otherhearted, Otherfix, and Fictionflicker/Otherflicker.

I’m a SunNonhuman, which means my nonhumanity is integrated into my baseline personality. It does not prevent me from having minor fluctuations of mood that feel slightly more animal or slightly less animal. I do not experience mental shifts to my nonhuman types.

I’m a PseudoHuman, which means that I may appear Human, but am not.

I’m Transspecies (more specifically Humanfluid)and Voidpunk, which means I identify as another species (and more specifically having a fluctuating connection to my humanity), and also that I reclaim the dehumanization and demonization of the marginalized groups I’m in and fully embrace my nonhumanity/inhumanity.

I’m Physical Nonhuman, in the way that since I am all my ‘types, so is my body (although, I am fully aware that my body is human/human-presenting).

My Theriotypes: Vancouver Coastal Sea Wolf, Red Fox, Nurse Shark, Snow Leopard, Norwegian Forest Cat, Coyote, Side-Striped Jackal, and Canada Lynx. (I’m suspecting there’s something else there, but I haven’t figured it out yet.)

My Kintypes: Dragon (SeaWing/SilkWing Hybrid), Dragon (Night-Light Fury Hybrid), Dark Fey (from Maleficent, Forest Type), and Raccoon (gold winged and gold horned).

My Linktypes: Owl (Barn and/or Snowy) and Sable.

My Fictotypes: Hylian and Orphinki (OC species).

My Hearttypes: Whale Shark.

I have some very poor gear (a mask and two tails), and I am making wings for myself.

I’m not “out” (as Nonhuman) to my mom yet, and likely never will be, but I am to my boyfriend, online friends, and sister.

I’m Nonhuman due to a combination of past lives and neurodivergency.

My soul is a mash of all my Nonhuman identities, plus the intruding human soul of this life. Even though I don’t psychologically, mentally, or physically identify as Nonhuman, I very much am and would prefer if I was referred to as such.

I don’t like to refer to myself (or have others refer to me) as Alterhuman, so I prefer the terms Nonhuman and Alterbeing.

I experience loads of species dysphoria, species envy, and have experienced species euphoria.

What I Look Like As A Wolf.

Physical Nonhumans/Alterhumans/Alterbeings, Non-Spiritual Nonhumans/Alterhumans/Alterbeings, Non-Typical ‘Types, and etc. are very welcome on this blog.

I’m undiagnosed AuDHD (Autism + Combined Type ADHD), Pure O OCD (“Purely Obsessional” Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder), APD (Auditory Processing Disorder), SPD (Sensory Processing Disorder), RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria), ARFID (Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder), Trichotillomania (hair picking/pulling disorder), Dermatillomania (skin picking disorder), Misophonia, and BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder).

I have medically recognized (but undiagnosed) PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder).

I have undiagnosed PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) and/or PME (Premenstrual Excerbation).

I have diagnosed MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) and GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder).

My Special Interests: Neurodivergency, Wings Of Fire, Dragons in general, and Harry Potter (I DO NOT SUPPORT THE AUTHOR, THE AUTHOR IS BAD).

My Current Hyperfixations: Nonhumanity, Quads, and Gear.

I’ve struggled with severe executive dysfunction for years now, and consider myself disabled because of it (as well as other reasons).

I am often in burnout, I mask a lot, I have verbal shutdowns, and have shutdowns and meltdowns.

Tone tags/indicators are very much appreciated when talking to me. Please use them as much as possible, even with obvious things.

I’m a genderless mass of fur, teeth, ears, tail, and claws. Think of my gender as wolf and masculine in the way male wolfs are.

My Preferred Pronouns: It/Itself, Mutt/Muttself, Rot/Rotself, Void/Voidself, Teeth/Teethself, Claw/Clawself, Pup/Pupself, Wolf/Wolfself, 🐾/🐾self, 🐺/🐺self, Slash/Slashself, Woof/Woofself, and Bark/Barkself.

Pronouns that are okay to use for me: He/Him.

I’m AroAce, Aromantic and Myrsexual (Neuroasexual, Nebulasexual, Merosexual, Placiosexual, Dreadsexual, Acorsexual, Apothisexual, Bellussexual, Rosesexual, Requisexual, and Falsaesthesexual). Sex-Repulsed and Sex-Averse, do not consider myself to experience sexual attraction. Romance-Indifferent and Romance-Favorable.

I’m Homoalterous (Gay/MLM), Omniqueerplatonic (preference for non-men), Panexteramo, Pansensual, and Panaesthetic.

I’m Ambiamorous with no preference. I’m heavy T4T-leaning. I’m a Lesboy.

I’m a minor (16-years-old).

I’m taken by my long distance mate, @thesunnishboy, and I adore him so much. I’m not currently looking for any more mates.

I’m Agnostic, spiritual, and follow no God or Gods. I believe in the multiverse, the paranormal, past lives, spirit guides, manifestation, witchcraft, and more.

I have one sister (She/Her), @belles17 @fuckthisclubup.

I’m a Reality Shifter, and have shifted once to a parallel reality before.

My favorite color is green, any and all shades of it.

I love writing, reading, drawing, doing quads, researching, talking with my boyfriend, interacting with moots, and psychology.

My other Nonhuman account that I’m active on: @theverynothumankai.

All credit to the original creators of the dividers used on this intro post.

My Tagging System.

Blinkies/Userboxes (ALL CREDITS TO ORIGINAL CREATORS)

Songs That Resonate With This Blog

DNI List:

Any and all queerphobes, those against contradictory labels (including those against mspec lesbians and gays, lesboys, turigirls, etc.), radqueers, radfems, sexists, racists, those who sexualize age-regressors and pet-regressors, those who romanticize any neurodivergencies, mental illnesses, and disabilities, ableists (including those who demonize personality disorders or stigmatize any disorders), JK Rowling supporters, Christian and God/Jesus Christ heavy blogs, anti-furries, anti-alterhumans/alterbeings/nonhumans, anti-physical alterhumans/alterbeings/nonhumans, anti-shifters (including those against permashifters, respawners, and race-changers), fakeclaimers, those against endo/nontraumagenic/mixed origins/unknown origins systems, those against self-diagnosis with research, those against Palestine, those that are for genocide of any kind, those who can’t respect boundaries, “narcissistic abuse” believers, and anyone else who I don’t like or that make me uncomfortable. The block button and I are besties, so keep your distance.

here’s some sketches that i’ve done, it’s been a bit since i drew these, but i thought i’d share em now

we recently got my favorite smoked salmon and i adored that shit, it was amazing and so delicious, but now it’s gone and i need more fish right away

*starts ferociously sniffing the air to find some more fish*

IMAGES THAT REMIND ME OF WHAT I LOOK LIKE (ROUGHLY) (VANCOUVER COASTAL SEA WOLF)

I have reddish undertones to my fur, with dark brown or black and warm grays as the contrasting colors. My coat is very fluffy. I have brown-ish orange eyes. I love salmon loads.