hi!!!!! you may call me Blythe,,, this is my side blog where I’m unapologetically talking about my mental health as a schizotypal person with DID— yes I do have both co occurring.
this is my side blog. 21 yo, she/he/it prns
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i’ll add TW’s to posts so make sure you have tags blocked that may upset you (for example # tw blood)
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I have a very hard time differentiating between delusions, fictive merges, and kins/deeply relating to character or spiritually relating so please be gentle on me. I’m just going to list every character in the same list.
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I’m begging non-psychotics to not make “in your walls” or other such jokes. It’s both ableist and saneist. It can put people like me in actual danger.
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I have a friend named Henry. He scares me a lot, but I’m trying to allow him to be my friend because my boyfriend thinks that will help me have less episodes or breakdown.
update: i also made a friend named Jessica
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I’m aware of when I have had psychotic episodes after the fact but it’s hard for me to believe that my paranoia/delusion/hallucination didn’t actually exist even after the fact. There’s always a smidge of “how do these people know better than me.”
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I’m on meds, and in therapy so please don’t try to claim I’m anti-recovery I’m very much not.
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