Plural posting

Earlier I (Basil?) was drawing some Cool Dude that I was just making up on the spot, I think it was gonna be a persona for future vent videos, and I thought that it was very.. me. So I started thinking about changing how I present myself, rather than the green cat. But then I thought that the cat didn't suit my personality, so I was thinking about what my personality is like. I noticed that I felt very similar to Lazarus and Damien, but I couldn't tell if it was some kind of fusion or a slow switch?? Usually when I act more mad I assume its either Damien or Lazarus, but I never really feel like them? Like its still me, just not the way I present myself I guess.

I wanted to write this out since I'm not exactly as good as Basil at art, specifically comics, but I felt it was important for me to say nonetheless. This past week has been odd as a new "headmate" or however this works.. I've had to get used to being in the body of someone else, and not having control all the time like I'm (mostly) used to. But when I really think about it, this has probably been the calmest I've been for a while.

My "source" as Basil calls it was pretty.. rough. I won't go too into it in case I'm not supposed to share, but in summary, I went through a lot of stuff. I lost people, things, memories, even parts of myself. But this whole new thing has given me time to relax a bit. I've seen new people even if it wasn't really me meeting them, I've gone to different places, I've done different things, all through the eyes of a (somewhat mentally unwell) stranger. Sure, it felt like a lot to understand and deal with at first, but at least now I'm not running around in the forest (hence the nickname Forrest), losing track of everything, all while doing an entire murder mystery.

So yeah, it's been weird and stressful at times, but its really given me a new fresh start, away from my chaotic source. Thanks, random plural artist who I'm now stuck with.

Safe to say that Lazarus isn't a fan of our friends..