Kat

I think there comes a time when you meet someone and you just want to make them smile for the rest of your life.

“When you love someone you don’t want to change a single thing about them. Real love is falling in love with who they really are. Their weird hair style, the way they laugh and the way they talk. Everything about them becomes beautiful. You love them by the way they make you feel alive and loved. Love is something we feel not see, smell or touch only our heart could feel.”

The one thing I know for sure is that feelings are rarely mutual, so when they are, drop everything, forget belongings and expectations, forget the games, the two days between texts, the hard to gets because this is it, this is what the entire world is after and you’ve stumbled upon it by chance, by accident - so take a deep breath, take a step forward, now run, collide like planets in the system of a dying sun, embrace each other with both arms and let all the rules, the opinions and common sense crash down around you. Because this is love kid, and it’s all yours. Believe me, you’re in for one hell of a ride, after all - this is the one thing I know for sure.

Sleep doesn’t help if it’s your soul that’s tired.

You don’t meet people by accident.

Maybe one day, we’ll run into each other on the street. At first we’ll stare at each other, dreaming of the past and pondering what could have been. Then we’ll approach each other. You’ll tell me about your wife and I’ll tell you about my kids. And we’ll pretend we weren’t senselessly, hopelessly, mindlessly, shamelessly in love. We’ll avoid the fact that this awkward small talk is nothing compared to the times we talked of your family and of your struggles, the times that I stared deep into your cold, dark eyes and searched your broken soul. It is nothing compared to when we sat on your roof, my head on your chest, our eyes sparkling with starlight, talking of aliens and the future, of monsters and the past. And we’ll be okay with that, because we would have realized that we would have destroyed each other, because you never waited, and I never stayed.

Save your heart for someone who cares احفظ قلبك لشخص يهتم

A year changes you a lot.

I just have this happy personality and a sad soul in one body. It feels weird sometimes.

Please, friend, do not try to ‘get over’ anything or anyone. You’ll only be splitting off from a part of yourself that needs kind attention. Don’t attempt to ‘move on’ today from your grief, your sorrow, your confusion, the empty feeling inside. Feel these friends totally, allow these sacred and misunderstood energies to move through you. They are not 'negative’, they are not 'bad’, they are not signs of your failure or weakness or brokenness, they are only parts of consciousness, fragments of the whole, that want to be felt deeply. They have come to cleanse and to enliven, not to punish. Stop pushing them away and feel their raw unbridled power as they surge through today. Healing is not a destination, it is your willingness to love all of yourself, to take all of life - the joy and the sorrow of it - into your vast heart. To walk with courage into the fire of the Unknown!