you don't understand.

I know, Noone will ever read this, but I need to write it. Today is December 17th, 2015. Today, I lost my rabbit, hunny. I've had that beautiful creature in my life for almost 5 years. I knew she was sick and I knew there was nothing that I could do to save her. Yesterday, I brought her out of her cage for the final time and I put a Christmas wreath on the floor and I bundled a snow flake blanket up and placed it in the center of the wreath. I then picked up my frail beautiful rabbit and I placed her in the center and covered her up with the edges of the blanket. I curled up on the floor spooning the wreath with my fingers lightly tracing her fur. Stroking her ears. Whispering to her how much I loved her and what she meant to me and how much I would miss her. I told her it was okay to go. That she had been such a good girl for so many years. That she brought me so much happiness. That she would always be irreplaceable. I told her that it was okay to leave me behind. You see, my husband and I had gotten her and a beautiful calico kitten within weeks of one another. My beautiful cat, and my beautiful rabbit had a wonderful bond. They played with one another, they cuddled, they slept together. I lost my beautiful cat, due to a tragic accident 3 years ago, shortly after losing my father inlaw, and my rabbit lost her best friend. Today, I lost my best friend. But today, she got to be reunited with hers. I am so sad, that she is gone, but I'm so happy that she got to go home and leave the misery that she was in. I'm happy she isn't in pain anymore. But I lost a friend, a member of my family that I cared for so much. That I loved so deeply. Today, my heart is heavy with grief and my face is sopping wet with tears. Goodbye, fair well. Until we meet again. I love you. I miss you. Take care, and rest in peace. Kristin