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i’m currently 20 years old and i’m about to enter my junior year of college but uhhh i just found out that im pregnant (again). this isn’t my first rodeo but i am going to be taking summer classes on campus right before the spring semester and i really need a place to rant. being pregnant, especially during college, is HARD but i can’t seem to help myself

was hoping to find a place to vent and maybe spread some awareness to make sure more people don’t end up like me!

i can’t believe i’m going to be the pregnant student on campus AGAIN

@shhhsecretsideblog 💜

i haven’t and that’s the issuuue :( typically it’s two weeks before you pop is when your belly drops and that’s definitely around the time that happened my last two pregnancies. and let me tell you i FELT when those babies dropped. for two weeks they just felt so low in my hips. days before i gave birth to each, i would start rotating my hips just to get some relief so i know the feeling well, the twins haven’t moved at all downward like that

OVERDUE ??? 41 WEEKS ??? no no no that would be insane, that’s another 4 WEEKS from now!!! a whole entire month!!! i’m already so huge and heavy, another month of these twins growing and i would just be so fucking pregnant at that point i can’t even imagine.

My schedule has been all over the place plus with the baby girl growing—my clothes have been becoming quite tight and my partner has been loving it. Besides that, its been a while really, we should catch up before your bundle comes along!

- 🪷 anon (ooc note: hi I missed you so much! I hope youre doing well!)

yeah !! it’s been a busy semester i’ll tell you that much. but oh my gosh that’s so exciting <3 it’s sweet your partner likes the belly too, even if making you grow out of your clothes. i hope you got yourself some maternity clothes because you need them before you know it!!

do you have anyone to help you out? i had a friend who didn’t have her twins till nearly 39 weeks, and she had to be induced.

ohhh it’s damn near impossible for me to try and squeeze my pregnant self into a desk now. i have a special desk (really just a chair and a table) in a lot of my classes because professors felt bad for me around 33 weeks or so ago. so thankfully haven’t gotten like stuck or something

i have friends so help me out when they’re in class or out with me! they’re so used to having to help haul me out of seats at this point. but other than that i’m all by myself

i’ve brainstormed a few !!!! i’ll probably share when i give birth to them. with my first and second born i’ve just been calling them baby boy and baby girl on here but well. . . now that i’m having twin girls (that’s right girls!! i forgot to share that before i disappeared) i gotta distinguish them a bit more.

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yknow i can hear sarcasm!!!! huff. they really ARE consequences though aren’t they. especially these two in my womb right now. . . filling me up, changing my body again in irreversible ways. making me so weighted down just because i couldn’t keep my legs closed. . .

uhm. anyways. i dunno about surrogacy. i am trying to figure out how im gonna support four kids now while im still in college and well. . . i am planning to go to grad school too and everything is so expensive

Ohhhh! So you're almost half-way through! Im so proud of you and how far you've come so far. I jusy got back from the gynecologist and she said my baby was doing great— its still too early however, im just finishing up my first trimester so I can still hide mine (idk how I'll hide it during final seasons, thats for me to figure out when the time comes).

I told my partner after, but im still scared on what can happen next, do you have any heads up on what could have next? Also, im sorry to burst your bubble but Im a sophomore, not a freshman.

- 🪷 anon

sophomore! no bursting bubbles here. actually happy you didn’t get pregnant at 18 like my dumbass did. and with your partner’s baby!!!

well. i guess the advice i got is don’t be afraid to start wearing the bagger and more comfy clothes. when i started growing out of them with my first, i was really in denial with what clothes i could fit into and it just made me uncomfortable trying to squeeze my pregnant self into them

i feel HUGE already. my belly is starting to sit on my lap when i’m sitting. it’s just gotten so round so fast and the little guys are moving in there, kicking around and that feels so intense too. i feel their weight on my hips and my back is aching. it’s just become this dome already, with my last two i didn’t look this big until closer to seven months along. . .

the rest of me has swollen up too. my tits are so big. still breast feeding my little girl but i know more milk is filling them up. i had to get a bunch of new nursing bras for them just to fit. and fuck i got ROLLS on my sides now just from how much weight i’ve gained. i think it’s close to twenty pounds now? maybe more. i’ll find out at the doctor. either way, im growing so fast and im legitimately afraid if my maternity clothes is gonna last me until i reach the end of this

oh god you saw?? that’s so embarrassing !!!! now that it presses against my clothes and is sitting in my lap a bit, i just keep finding myself rubbing my belly. . .

either way, it’s to the point where i’m accidentally rubbing my belly. either i’m in class and i find myself rubbing the side while taking notes or when im shelving things at work (which is getting hard to do again ugh). my hand on my belly or on my back because man it’s really aching now

younger than four, more so four under three which is. . . nuts to think about.

I gotta go now! See ya around, I have to head to the gynecologist because they gotta check how my baby is doing... see ya!

- 🪷 anon (can I be this emoji anon please?)

hello!!

i’m doing okay i guess. 19 weeks along and i’m definitely feeling them move around more in my womb. the more than flutters now for sure and more so gentle kicking. i know it won’t be like that for much longer

i haven’t even gotten to the third trimester with the two in my womb right now and you all can only think about trying to fill me up again!!

you all think it’s easy being pregnant back to back to back?? i don’t even remember what it feels like NOT to be pregnant. not to feel myself rapidly grow out of all my clothes, not to feel my back slowly curving outwards from the weight of my growing belly. not to feel the stretch of my hips and how so much more of me jiggles when i move because im so hungry. not to feel my belly become this heavy thing. swollen and gravid. miss the stares and worries when i waddled into the classroom, everyone waiting for the day i don’t fit into the desks, watching me try to squeeze my fat ass and wide hips in sideways. fall into the desk with a grunt as i feel all the weight of my belly sit into me. unable to rub it from just how expansive it is, the way it sits in my lap and i feel the babies kick inside of me making me fight back more moans. everyone glancing over once and a while, waiting for the day i finally pop my babies out. . .