Forgive

Hello. Lily speaking. After a lot of thinking, I’ve come with the decision to stop roleplaying as Meredy. The main reason that began this thought was the fact that real life has been taking a lot of my time, plus there are a lot of other muses I’ll like to try, and a lot other who’ve been abandoned without further notice. Meredy is a special muse. I started roleplaying her two years ago, on a simple June 29, 2013 and up until now it has been an exciting journey. She was a goof as well as a wise woman, she was the funniest distraction and such interesting behaviour. Because of her I met amazing roleplayers, some lasted a few days, others I still see active, which just brings me joy.

I’d like to continue playing as this little cotton candy criminal, but the muse is not there anymore, she simply vanished. Went away to go and cause a little mischief perhaps, get some sweets, or simply went back to the shadows and keep an eye on those who need it. Either way I didn’t wanted to go without a proper goodbye.

And for me, that starts with...

A thank you.

Thank you to everyone who has made this Fairy Tail rp experience, wonderful. Fairy Tail is a good fandom, don’t let the trivialities and competition silliness destroy this huge family. Play with each other and keep reminding yourselfs why you like your characters and the show again. From the last to the first rp partner, I will be forever grateful, I still check Meredy’s archive just to remind me all the great adventures she was caught on with. All the messes she made, all the strange and peculiar people she met, and the universes created.

Before leaving Meredy would like to say something...

“Hey everyone! It’s been a long journey, and one of the greatest adventures, stay strong and remember like our fairy friends say, get all fired up!”

“Above all, thank you for letting me be part of you and together became a family, no matter how little, or short. Bye-bye we’ll always Nakama! Okay?”

Lily here! If you ever need something, remember you can reach me here. Meredy’s story with me ends here, but I’m sure all of you other Meredys will give her justice and me magnificent!

Classic Books Ask Meme

1984: Do you keep your online life separate from your real life?

Yes. Actually I’m a very private and selective person, and I think is important to be careful in both online and real life. 

The Picture of Dorian Gray: If you could stay young forever, would you?

No, a part of me feels like I could handle that, but I wouldn’t want to if given the choice. It is a bit lonely, besides...I will have the same problem I have now, not growing to my mind/personality age ... for decades. 

Let’s not forget either, that it’s our mortality what makes as all who we are.

To Kill a Mockingbird: What is your favorite childhood memory?

Heart of Darkness: Where would you love to travel?

Little Women: Do you have siblings? If so, how do you get along with them?

And Then There Were None: What's the worst thing you've ever done and gotten away with?

1984: Do you keep your online life separate from your real life?

The Great Gatsby: Do you consider yourself materialistic?

The Catcher in the Rye: How do you like to spend your free time?

Moby Dick: What is one thing you've always wanted to achieve, but never could?

Lord of the Flies: Are you more a leader or a follower?

The Importance of Being Earnest: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

Brave New World: Do you think ignorance is bliss?

Treasure Island: What object holds the most importance to you?

The Picture of Dorian Gray: If you could stay young forever, would you?

The Secret Garden: What's the best gift anyone ever gave you?

A Christmas Carol: What is one thing you'd want to change about yourself?

Hatchet: Do you think you could survive in the wilderness?

The Grapes of Wrath: What's the worst job you've ever had to do?

Dinner at the Homesick Restaurant: How is your relationship with your parents?

The House of Mirth: Can money make you happy?

Lucky Jim: Do you like your job? Why or why not?

The Time Machine: Which historical era would you most like to visit?

Scoop: Do you trust the media? Why or why not?

The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: How do you deal with homesickness?

A Prayer for Owen Meany: Would you sacrifice your life to save someone else's?

Charlotte's Web: Describe yourself in one word.

The Five People You Meet in Heaven: Whose life have you impacted the most?

Matilda: What magical power would you like to have?

Meredy kneeled as well, to be eye level of the blond. His features were different once again, but for some reason she saw no evil on it. She looked down for a moment before deciding to hold his hands, “Something about humans, is that we’re slow. At understanding, reacting even...Specially to those who have been living in the dark.” she said calmly, despise everything, she truly never feared him, but the thought of losing him as a friend was beyond frightening. 

“…”

Meredy blinked a couple of times, before a smile appeared on her features and so escaped a few giggles from her, “Yes! I’d like that very much. It’s a deal then!” she said with a determined sparkle in her eyes. 

“Of course! I get to see you after a long time!” she said with a smile, although deep down she was just touched by being patted by him. It was nice.

“Eh?”

The pinkette couldn’t help but being taken aback for what was happening, when the demon was approaching she couldn’t help but being on guard, as of lately their interactions haven’t been very wise and quite painful, was this the meaning it was enough already. Even her was tired of fighting him every time.

Meredy leaned closer her trembling hand, upon realising this she took a deep breath, her body may have been reacting naturally, but for some reason, in her heart she decided to trust him. Maybe things would turn right this time.

“Jackal…” she said softly while placing a hand over his shoulder, and offering a small, and genuine smile.

“…Shall we try to be friends again now?”