magnus

where’d i get this bruise? and how did i get here? in a room full of faces i’ve never met and a long way from home i’m asking everyone i see how many minutes passed? what did i miss out on? i wanted someone to tell me off to lead me away from what i know to keep me awake  and stay where i stay cause nothing is making me laugh i wanted someone to tell me not to chase a high in the shallow end it’s not a surprise  my watering eyes these days these days im wasting spent another weekend hiding laid upon the tile couldn’t find the strength to lie to you or walk the extra mile avoidant and a problem exploiting my own prime ’til i’m asking how many minutes passed again? what did i miss out on this time? i wanted someone to tell me off to lead me away from what i know to keep me awake  and stay where i stay cause nothing is making me laugh i wanted someone to tell me not to chase a high in the shallow end it’s not a surprise  my watering eyes these days these days im wasting how many more? how many more? i wanted someone to tell me off to lead me away from what i know to keep me awake  and stay where i stay cause nothing is making me laugh i wanted someone to tell me not to chase a high in the shallow end it’s not a surprise  my watering eyes these days these days im wasting

it happened again it happened again it happened again it happened again oh, oh it happened again it happened again i never followed the signs laid out didn't read between the lines laying on top of you when anything's new stay in what i know again; nothing to lose it happened again wasn't my intent it happened again and it won't relent it takes time to get right it happened again it happened again keep painting us both into a corner why don't you ask what i'm doing now? i think of it well into the morning it only hurts cause i want it both but it happened again wasn't my intent it happened again and it won't relent it takes time to get right it happened again it happened again

take me with you to the next life i cant stay here and i hate goodbyes getting tired of staying inside trying too hard to reverse the tides whatever did happen to mowing the lawn? guess it doesn’t matter if you can’t see it grow your hands and your laughter, you’re dancing along so what does it matter now? it was a risk that you chose and maybe i knew you would crack cursing my eyes that i closed  ‘cause nothing was holding me back whatever did happen to mowing the lawn? guess it doesn’t matter if you can’t see it grow your hands and your laughter, you’re dancing along so what does it matter now?

laying next to me the flowers in that dying garden bed found a broadleaf weed an affliction only saved by lead call the doctor  before there’s a chance for it to spread again cause you understood and you said it would never was i needed always underneath you i do the same things you’re doing but its always perceived so differently a gem with not much worth and im chewing myself out never was i needed never was i wrote it down again can’t forget what was happening and all their names on the wall engrained in wood like you said they should be never was i needed always underneath you i do the same things you’re doing but its always perceived so differently a gem with not much worth and im chewing myself out never was i needed never was i i’ll stay right next to you i’ll stay right next to you i’ll lay right next to you i’ll lay right next to you

not my enemy  but it took all my strength to look you in the eye watched them laugh at me hid away when you did nothing not your fault still so innocent so what went wrong?  what was the impetus? don’t come around here anymore cause what i want can’t be restored i would’ve saved you i would’ve gave you something in return aloe on the burn wouldn’t let you cry a hundred times like you left me hanging out to dry tried to walk it off wrote it down but how do you explain it? chalk it up to softness you were right, it was always something that i said  so i took the bate and lost my faith  but i kept the taste and find i can’t ignore it trapped and bound before it i would’ve saved you i would’ve gave you something in return aloe on the burn wouldn’t let you cry a hundred times like you left me hanging out to dry