Saracen rue knows things

Some people do not have anxiety and do not over think things. Can you even imagine?!

So I’ve just rewatched the episode of b99 where Gina gets hit by a bus. In that episode they are talking about Charles in text chains and she says ‘I would rather get hit by a bus than get another text from you’ and at THE END OF THE EPISODE SHE GETS A TEXT FROM CHARLES AND GETS HIT BY A BUS 🤯🤯🤯

I don't know how to stop letting it effect me. It's in the past but I can't help but feel I'm going to lose my boyfriend because of it.

It's fading, that picture, the image of your face. It's something dark and misted. Yet I still hear your voice, just below my own. It's quiet, but it never sleeps. It whispers to me as I comb my hair It hums in my ears as I touch my loved ones It freezes my heart as I think of the past. The year you stole from me. My blood runs cold to think of what you have. The pictures you took, The words you withdrew, The ruins that you left in my mind. Your tentacles that wound and rooted inside, Moving my limbs and lips. Ripped from me as I knew you would. "You're lucky to have me, I could do so much better" "Savour this, when I find someone better than you, you can't do this" "Your life is unimportant" You fade, yet you never fully leave. And no one will ever know.