Leo/Leopold

does it count as sa if your grandma grabs your butt while youre half asleep and dosent let go even when you squirm away i cant tell. My mom and grandma and sister always touch me on my chest and butt but i dont know if it counts

i cant decide if i care about or genuienly hate my sister. She hurts me all the time. She found out i cut myself and she slapped the wounds, i have dents in my shins from how hard she kicks me, she broke a metal bottle over my back, she bullied me into starving myself, she hates me but i dont know if i can bring myself to hate her. She hurts me constantly but so does everyone else.

if god exists he hates me and wants me to suffer forever. And he also wants me to cut myself

it feels so good when people beg me not to kill myself but also is this genuienly what made them realize im sick

i think im goingto kill myself

im horrible

when i genuienly share any experience i have and i start getting victim blamed so hard i fall back into a spiral of blaming myself and beliving what he said so ill genuienly just cut myself untill im.dizzy again

i really need sharper blades