I will always love you cause you saw something in me — something beautiful and everlasting. In fact, after 4 years... here we still are. You put me before anything else and I do the same for you. I've always thought it works so well because we don't need to watch out for ourselves as long as we do it for each other. For the first time in my life, years ago, being with you made me feel healed. Today, I feel like a child when I'm around you, and I'm starting to think this is what healing actually looks like. You are more to me than what Hector was to Andromache, because I keep choosing you every day as a father, brother, and boyfriend, above all other options. You are the most amazing person that has ever walked on this Earth. You never believe me when I say it, but I know it for sure. I've learned a lot from you. You showed me that every human is worthy of love, that people don't need to find themselves but to create themselves, that change is possible, that empaths and sensitive people are not only made for this world but are needed in it, and finally, that love is a struggle, but a struggle in the same direction. You make me angry a lot though: when you take bad pictures of me, when you don't wash the dishes, when you're too proud to say you're sorry, when you're irritable, and when you go silent while I'm talking (I hope I'll get to be angry at these flaws for the rest of my life — God, I'd be so grateful). You are the coolest person I've ever met, because you don't fear judgment; you embrace it as a form of growth. I know I've been really bad to you, but I spent my teen years trying to survive, and I really couldn't see the damage I was causing you. I have already paid for it once; I hope we're even now for the rest of our wonderful lives. One day I'll be the mother of your kids, and maybe, finally, you'll see what I feel for you in the way I love them. You are my sunshine and my soulmate in every possible way ❤️
