mad mad mad world

That moment when ur having a really good time and ur completely present and happy in that moment, then realize... "hey I'm living in the moment right now! I'm happy! I'm actually having a 'moment' I don't want this to end" I had this feeling the other night and it was amazing. It was nothing special, I just hung out with a guy I like, had great conversation and made out all night. It made me happy and I paused for a moment and thought to myself, "this is awesome I'm so happy right now." Usually at the end of the night before I fall asleep I think about my day and recall how certain things made me feel happy or sad or whatever. For example : Getting a compliment on my hair :) getting a bad tip at work :( guy I like texted me :D but I rarely realize those things while they are happening. Every now and then I get this clarity wave over me and think wow this is a good moment. I so often worry about the future or think about shit from the past that's it's absolutely wonderful to be able to experience a happy moment fully while it's happening. Life is a series of moments. Some good some bad. But we should all strive to live in the moment while the moment is happening. All we really have is here and now so enjoy it while it lasts :)