We all have our shit. Big or small problems are problems. At the end of the day we think of people who never think of us. Maybe they do but just because you’re always there for them. Do you want that? Someone to use you when they are bored or drunk?
Pathetic. I see girls fucking around like its nothing ,truth be told i don’t give a fuck . But i just can’t be the girl who he calls when he is horny or no other girl wants him .It’s just not me you have to show me you care first .I can’t even kiss guys ,when there is no emotion between us. As much as I want to be the girl who never gives a fuck ,emotion is all I feel. I don’t trust people easy and I have my gourd up ,10 out of 10 times ,
But once in a while when it’s 2 am and we are sitting on the roof . You will see my flaws and all, and wonder who broke me so much, You will try to fix me and all you will have left are bleeding hands from thorns in my heart. But you don’t stop and think. Where there is thorns there is roses. And you let me go.
I would rather be alone than with someone who doesn’t give a shit about me. I know the feeling ,trust me i was with guys who saw nothing but a body on me . Give him a chance or hundred chances but once you’re done never go back. Block him not because you are scared you will text him but because you don’t want him texting you.Those guys don’t respect you whatsoever ,simple as that. Don’t give him the feeling he can have your time when he wants because he will treat you like nothing but an option. And when you do nothing wrong and he focuses on hoes, just remember he is nothing but a lost boy who doesn’t know what he wants. There is nothing wrong with you , you’re not ugly and she is not prettier, you are so much more than a pretty face and if he can’t see that shit, put a middle finger in his face .
Maybe I am crazy in a way, maybe I am not.Never get back at him .Don’t do him wrong ever ,don’t show up in the places you know he goes to and don’t post shit on social media where you clearly show him that he got to you. It is not a game there is no prize if you make him jealous or not . You dropped him or he dropped you it does not matter. The only thing that matters is that the world doesn’t revolve around him it revolves around you. So don’t play with people’s emotions , but more important don’t drown for people who wouldn’t even get in the damn water for you.
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