Magic. Madness. Heaven. Sin.

it’s fucking killing me

everywhere i go there’s a memory of you and i can’t escape it

one foot in the bath and i’m taken back to the time we shared one together

look into my cupboard and i remember your cheeky smile as you jumped out to scare me

i get a notification and a tiny part of me aches that it’s not you

i sit on the couch and reminded of how your body felt snuggled up behind me

sit in my chair and all i can see is you swinging along to the beat of the song we were playing

i look at my wall and see all the empty spaces of where your picture used to be

i miss the days when you loved me

sometimes i gets to me. i want you back. i just want to hold you in my arms and kiss your cheek. i’ll never be able to do that again and that makes me want to sink into a river of tears.