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to bring my life to what’s great

My demons conspire to do exactly

The same, but in the opposite

direction - what is ruining me is

Neither; only my doubts and fears

Of not being enough on both ends

Struggling so much to portray

My self in the image and likeness

Of mediocrity, when heaven and hell

Aspire to have my soul to be theirs

And yet I am stuck in my own purgatory.

Either I choose a side or damn both

Landslide by Fleetwood Mac except it’s playing through your car’s old radio cassette player as you drive alone through the desert at night. As far as you can tell, the nearest human life has got to be wherever that distant thunder is rolling in.

This is mad cute 😂

Sitting on that seat, in front of you, I simply couldn’t flee,

I admitted to you I’ve been nothing but a mess,

I apologize for the drama you had to witness,

It wasn’t called for, it wasn’t professional,

Heck, it wasn’t even manly, if you wanna be judgemental,

For men can’t have tears in their eyes,

Or so I’ve been told but my sensitivity is on a little rise,

I can do nothing more than apologize,

Hoping and trying to make things work, your ultimate prize,

Just be a little patient, that’s all I ask, bear with me,

Even when you saw what you weren’t supposed to see.