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When the digital lock on the front door chimed, your breath hitched. You didn't move from the sofa immediately; you were almost afraid that if you stood up too fast, the vision would shatter.

Then she walked in.

Yu Jimin—known to the world as Karina, the untouchable, ethereal leader of one of the world’s biggest girl groups—looking remarkably human. She was draped in an oversized black hoodie, her hair tucked under a baseball cap, and her shoulders slumped with a weariness that went bone-deep. She dropped her bags by the door with a heavy thud, the sound of a woman finally letting go of a burden she had carried across continents for months.

She looked up, and her eyes found yours. The exhaustion didn't vanish, but it shifted, replaced by a dark, hungry intensity that made the hair on your arms stand up.

"Jimin," you breathed, the name finally tasting real on your tongue.

"Oh, thank god", She didn't wait for you to come to her; she stumbled forward, meeting you halfway across the rug. When she collided with you, it wasn't calculated like shes been all tour. She buried her face in the crook of your neck, her arms winding around you so tightly it stole your breath.

"Don't," she rasped, her voice wrecked from weeks of belting notes and midnight recording sessions. She kicked off her shoes and moved toward you with a predatory grace that belied her fatigue. "If you say my name like that, I’m going to lose it."

she was on you. Her hands, cold from the night air, cupped your face with a desperation that felt like a plea. She kissed you—not the soft, cinematic kiss of a homecoming, but something jagged and starving. It tasted like coffee, mint, and the sheer, unadulterated need of a woman who had been denied her only source of peace for a third of a year.

"I missed you," you whispered against her lips, your hands sliding under the hem of her hoodie to find the familiar, velvet skin of her waist.

You held her back just as fiercely. You could feel her heart hammering against your chest, a frantic rhythm that matched your own. For a long moment, there was no lust, no performance, just the overwhelming joy of two people who had survived the distance. She pulled back to cup your face, her thumbs wiping away your tears even as her own fell.

"You look so beautiful," she laughed softly, a sound of pure, unadulterated happiness. "I missed your face. I missed the way you look at me like I’m just Jimin."

She kissed you then—a sweet, lingering press of lips that tasted of salt and home. But as the seconds ticked by, the sweetness began to sharpen. The relief of being home started to transform into the desperation of being denied. The soft touch turned possessive, her hands sliding from your cheeks down to the familiar, velvet skin of your waist.

Jimin groaned into your mouth, a low, vibration-heavy sound. "I’m so tired of being 'Karina,' baby. I’m so tired of being watched. I just want to be here. I want to feel something that isn't a schedule or a script."

The idol persona was completely gone; in its place was the girl who was pent up, overstimulated by the world, and undernourished in the only way that mattered. You could feel the tension radiating off her—the twitch in her jaw, the way her fingers dug into your hips.

She pulled back just enough to look at you, her dark eyes scanning your face as if she were memorizing a map she’d been forced to travel without.

"The bedroom," she commanded, her voice dropping an octave.

The walk to the bedroom was a frantic blur of discarded clothing. Her hoodie hit the floor in the hallway; your shirt followed. By the time the door clicked shut behind you, Jimin had you pinned against the mattress. The moonlight filtered through the sheer curtains, casting her in silver and shadow.

She was different tonight. Usually, Jimin was the one who wanted to be held, the one who sought comfort after the world had drained her. But months of being told where to stand, how to smile, and what to say had created a reservoir of redirected energy. She didn't want to be handled with care; she wanted to take.

"I've been thinking about this every night in those damn hotels," she whispered, her nose brushing against yours. Her hands moved down your body, possessive and sure. "Every time I had to get on a stage, every time I had to look at a camera... I was just thinking about how much I wanted to be the only one looking at you."

She moved to capture your lips again, her mouth moving with a hungry, desperate heat that made your head spin. It was an messy, uncoordinated make-out session, fueled by months of deprivation. Her tongue teased yours, demanding entry, and as you complied, a jolt of pure electricity shot straight to your core. You were agonizingly aware of the friction of her skin against yours; even the slight calluses on her fingertips felt like branding irons against your ribs. Every time her thigh brushed between yours, your entire body jumped, a soft, involuntary sound escaping your throat. You were so oversensitised from the months of touch-starvation that even her breath against your ear sent a violent shiver down your spine.

She pushed you back onto the pillows, her weight following you down. As you reached up to pull her closer, your fingers tangling in the dark silk of her hair, she stayed focused on your expression. She wanted to see every flicker of pleasure, every bit of the longing you’d been harboring.

She noticed the way you were trembling, the way your skin flushed deep red wherever she touched you. She pulled back just enough to see the glazed look in your eyes, her hands sliding up to pin your wrists against the pillows.

"You're so sensitive," she noted, her thumb brushing over your bottom lip as your breath came in short, jagged bursts. "Did you wait for me? Were you good for me while I was gone?"

"Jimin, please," you whimpered, your hips arching instinctively against hers. "It’s been so long."

"I know," she murmured, a smirk finally playing on her lips—a sharp, dangerous thing. "And I’m going to make sure you remember exactly who you belong to before the sun comes up."

She moved with a focused aggression, her kisses migrating from your lips to the sensitive column of your throat, leaving marks that would surely need concealer tomorrow—a silent claim that no stylist could erase. She handled you with a frantic sort of worship, her touch alternating between bruisingly firm and agonizingly light.

When she finally moved between your legs, the air in the room felt heavy, charged with the electricity of a coming storm. Jimin looked up at you from the foot of the bed, her hair messy, her eyes burning. She was pent up, yes, but she was also in total control.She spread your legs wide, her gaze fixed on you with a devastating intensity that made you want to hide and beg all at once.

As she leaned forward, her intent clear, you reached down to guide her, your heart hammering against your ribs. But Jimin didn't need guidance. She moved with the confidence of someone reclaiming stolen property.

This was where the shift happened. Jimin had always been assertive, but tonight there was a specific edge to her dominance. As you began to drift into that hazy space where only feeling existed, your head lolling back against the headboard, you felt her hand come up.

It wasn't a soft caress. Her palm settled firmly on the top of your head, her fingers lacing through your hair.

The first time she pushed, it was a subtle command—a physical manifestation of her need to be the one directing the flow. You gasped, your eyes snapping open to find her watching you. She wasn't looking at what she was doing; she was looking at you, monitoring the way your pupils dilated as her tongue made contact, swirling with a precision that was meant to ruin you.

"Stay right there," she muttered, her grip tightening slightly.

Every time you tried to pull back, overwhelmed by the sheer intensity of her tongue and the wet, rhythmic, friction she was creating, her hand was there. It was a firm, unyielding weight on the crown of your head, pushing you back down, forcing you to endure the pleasure she was giving. It was a dynamic you’d seen flashes of before, but never with this much raw, unfiltered intent.

She was relentless, her tongue flicking and pressing against you with a hunger that matched the months of her absence. You could feel the heat of her breath against your thighs, the dampness of her hair brushing your skin, but it was the heavy, constant pressure of her palm on your head that truly broke you

She liked the resistance. She liked the way you fought against the sensation for a second before melting under her palm. The more you whimpered, the more she pushed, her hand acting as an anchor that kept you grounded in the peak of the storm. She was using you to vent every frustration of her tour—every flight delay, every grueling rehearsal, every moment of loneliness was channeled into the way she held you down and took what she wanted. Her tongue was working faster now, deep and insistent, finding the sensitive bundle of nerves and staying there until you were sobbing.

"Don't move," she growled when you tried to curl away from the mounting pressure, your fingers clawing at the sheets. Her hand pressed harder, a blunt force of affection that demanded your total presence. "You're not going anywhere."

The friction was perfect, a rhythmic torture that had you sobbing her name into the quiet of the room. Jimin was relentless. She knew your body better than you knew it yourself, and she used that knowledge to push you to the very edge and hold you there. Her thumb found the perfect spot, working in tandem with the insistent weight of her hand on your head, trapping you in a cycle of escalating heat.

"Jimin—Jimin, I'm—"

"I know," she whispered, her voice a vibration against your skin. "Do it for me. Right now."

She gave one final, forceful push of her hand, lacing her fingers deep into your roots and holding you steady as the world finally tilted on its axis. You broke apart under her, your body convulsing in a release that felt like it had been building since the day she left. Through the white noise of your climax, you felt her stay with you, her hand never wavering, keeping you pinned to the bed until the last tremor faded.

She crawled back up the bed then, breathing hard, her face flushed and beautiful. She didn't say anything at first; she just collapsed against you, tucking her head into the crook of your neck. The tension that had been coiled in her spine for months finally seemed to snap, leaving her limp and warm.

"Better?" you whispered, your hand shaking as you stroked her hair.

Jimin shifted, propping herself up on her elbows to look at you. The dark hunger was sated, replaced by a soft, glowing vulnerability that she only ever showed you.

"I feel like I’m finally home," she said, her voice small. She leaned down, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your forehead—right where her palm had been pressing so firmly moments ago. "I’m sorry I was... aggressive. I just couldn't hold it in anymore."

"Don't be sorry," you said, pulling her down so your bodies were fused from chest to toe. "I think we both needed that."

Jimin hummed, closing her eyes as she settled into your embrace. The schedules, the fans, the cameras—they were all thousands of miles away. Here, in the quiet dark, she wasn't the leader of anything. She was just a girl who had missed her person, finally finding the release she’d been craving in the only arms that mattered.

As she drifted toward a well-earned sleep, her hand stayed tangled in yours, her thumb tracing the back of your knuckles. You knew that when she woke up, the world would demand her back, but for now, she was yours, and the silence of the penthouse was no longer empty. It was full.